Stairway2Rinvin

2011-11-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

Management meeting yesterday...

Everyone in office was so nervous and low moral due to last month 3 ppl being retrench

It was quite a big impact for all the staffs, one of them had even worked for 30 over years..

First thing my manager came in was to call up my name

I was shocked and almost fainted(juz being kua zhang la)

Ermz... she mentioned my name was being mentioned in the management meeting..

I was like humpz... die liao la...

In the end, it was actually an encouragement...

I was being praised..

After this 4 years with my company, I was being praised..

At least I feel recognize after all my hard work...

This really means alot to me...

Next week, i will be all alone with my work,

at least I know i should work harder abit stress but i know i can do it

struggle abit more

after my exam, after next year, everything will be okay..

Smilez!!

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Today Escape Theme Park will be coming to the end, going into history

Kinda miss those days, all 16-20 years old kiddo hanging all around

playing hard working hard..

Most of us will be gathering together on this special day..

Gonna take more pictures and upload here okok...

Kicking off my book for now and hit straight to Escape Theme Park

2011-11-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today was such a busy and tiring day.. My partner on MC today again and I gonna rush my work out..
Not a single free time for me to even chit chat.. Haha This way was great too.. Less talking more work, time passes real fast.. My Monday passed so fast.. Cannot post much today gonna go back to study.. I'm tired... I hope i can rest.. 3 more weeks ba... Jiayou!

1 week had passed again

2011-11-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

It's Monday tml again.. Been a busy week, had been helping my company to work as coordinate a student group from several countries.. I had been waking up @ 6am everyday as need to be at the hotel @ 730am.. Though I'm really berry tired but this is a wonderful experience which I dun mind to help up again next time haha.. Oppz Forget to mention.. Of coz I was being paid for this extra work with extra $$$.. I even intro my bendan this job...

I miss going Flea.. Over there I'm really myself and all the friends I make over there were great.. Forget to mention, I even got myself a new mother, big sister and even got myself my 'Gan Nu Er and Er Zi'... Both of them are still young and innocent and cute.. I love chatting with them, listening to them talking all sort of stuffs which all teenager will talk of.. Kinda miss them, i can onli see them in Dec.. Right now.. I gonna work hard for my exam.. Repeating myself!!! I'm not going to fail again..

OSIM

2011-11-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Oh shitz it's Monday..

However, my monday goes pretty well today.. Except for the stupid thing that I had done.. Almost burst out.. I mistook 2 $100 note as $50 note, stupid enough, i had been counted and confirm I'm right and kept flipping through my bag hoping the other 2 $50 will come out by itself if not I gonna fork out the $100... In a minute, I re-counted (which I had re-counted at least 5 times) and I realised the 2 $100 notes making myself soo stupid.. Bleah**

Bendan comes up my hse accompany mi.. Supposedly i should be studying with him de but hohoho my eyes are closing, gonna silently lie on the floor and snore..

Goodnight...

What a Beautiful Sunday!!

2011-11-13T11:50:00.003+08:00

Whole night been dreaming of what I study last night.. Could be due to study till too late at night coz i dun think i remember a single stuffs.. Oh gosh.. How to pass like that.. But i really need to pass.. My results had been getting worse and worse.. I know I did not work hard for the pass exams but I really did my best for my audit exam yet I failed it.. Really disappointed!

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~~10am~~

Early in the morning woke up just wanna get into my book.. But my poor Bendan woke up with a terrible toothache and cannot sleep through the night ( though i heard him snoring).. Gonna check Dental clinic opening hours for him.. The nurse was great and good enough to slot him in but we gonna be there in 15 mins. That was like a waiting game.. If the first patient come out late and the patient is here then oh too bad we gonna make another appointment..

~~10.30am~~

However, my bendan was lucky in enough to slot in.. Did not expect him to pluck out the tooth but I believe the tooth already get decay way down to the root ba.. Poor boy!!! See him in such pain make mi heart pain though I was laughing all the way back (due to his jokes)..

~~12.30pm~~

I shall accompany him to starve till he can eat which another 2 hrs time.. Ren!!!!!

~~1pm~~

Haha still i cannot fight with starving.. Had my brunch without my bendan... sorry! Watching Korean variety show - Family outing.. It really a nice show-so funny that my tears started rolling...

~~3pm~~

Oh dear.. my poor boy is down with fever..His whole body is berry hot lor.. should be drinking too much blood down the throat.. He's now fast asleep.. plus last night he did not sleep well...

I'm here revising my note again..

~~530pm~~

Fallen aslp..

~~645pm~~

Woke up by my xiao gu zhang.. In a sleeping and gong gong mode: Being ask to call mi by my daddy to ask mi whether got go for dinner next week.. haha I replied of course i wan.. Food leh.. haha

Speak to the devil!! I'm super hungry right..

~~830~~

Ate dinner with bendan.. Yummy!! Rush into the bedroom just wanna watch 第17届新加坡金曲奖

@ channel U.. No more posting liao.. Like that goes on.. dun need to study lo...

Will update later again if can...

2011-11-12T16:40:00.002+08:00

Interesting!!Skunkjuice earbuds! Sharing music!!

Have you ever heard before of sharing music.. check this out! with 1 sound/music, you are able to share with up to 4 friends..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDcSSXtB91A&feature=related

There's more videos regarding this Skunkjuice earbuds ~ Aaron Carter in one of the video..

What important is we selling this earbuds with one year warranty from our supplier... 3 cheers!!!

2011-11-12T15:14:00.004+08:00

After 9 days, I'm back.. Been stress over my revision.. Being stress to get good marks.. Just reach Bendan's hse to start study and I have not start flipping my note.. oppz.. but how to start when i see black face and bombing here and there.. Hate it man.. Just becoz of the chicken rice, and here i am accepting attitude.. what the hell is that lor!! I know it really not filling and I did ask whether u wanna get other stuffs and u reject de and seem like u like blaming all the stuffs to mi.. Forget it la.. Just gonna be over.. Listening to 你好吗-周杰伦.. repeating and repeating and i will feel beta... I really need to get back to my notes only left with 3 weeks liao.. Jiayou

2011-11-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

Let mi try to post just a little each day.. I believe it wun hurt..

Few more hours and it gonna be Friday.. Cant wait for this weekend~super long weekend.. Going flea @ Scape this weekend and shall be our first and the last one for this Nov.. Both me and my bendan need to prepare for our final paper, plus i had fail my audit paper (which is I had been quite confident with) 3 papers this time round so gonna be even hardworking and I'm trying... Jiayou!

2011-11-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

As usual and expected, it has been forever since i last blogged.. Kinda tied up this 2 years.. study, working, flea-ing.. Oh ya, I started going flea since Feb'11... Shall update more in near future.. Cool bi le..

Suddenly get inspired by a blogger(bongqiuqiu) yesterday, ya just yesterday.. Watch channel 8 特写 - 部落格女孩.. kinda ~~~ i wanna blog again.. Not as if i wanna be like her la.. Oh gosh.. seen her twice.. first @ art museum, second time @ Scape youth park when she doing Charity for Gentle paws~hope i get it correct..

2009-03-06T13:32:00.001+08:00

Really berry long nv update le...
Hey prince, thanks for reminding me(free go shopping and dining...I miss those days)
Gonna update rite away before i forgot...
This few months reali done lots of things...
January busy with Chinese New Year stuffs and baking cookies with my bendan and pineapples tarts with my Xiao Gu... Fun year this year... Of course Big JAck 21... This year didn't play much coz new year fall on weeksday, after the two days gonna go back to work liao so not much days to play... But frankly speaking I reali enjoy my New Year this year...
February busy with looking forward for my Valentine's day... Bendan and me had our romantic 'er ren si jie' at Downtown East... I gonna plan go again, coz I juz loving it... Perhap should plan to Genting... We shall see...
I went for CSP- Certified Services Professional course on 19-25 Feb... I learn to think positively, to be a team player, strive for improvement....etc.... AT first I really dun find any reason/s for me as a account credit officer to go there for... Guess what... the second,third really change my mindset... I learn alot of things and complain less(fyi, course didn't teach us this, but once you had change your mindset and attitude to positive, alot of your behavior will change automatically) I enjoy my class with all my new frenz... They are great and we already planning for a gathering in June after our lecturer finish her exam( she is still having exam, this too motivate me to go look for a night class to study) She will be treating us to Grand Hyatt and we shall see....
Juz started with Facebook and really addicted to pet society, been playing it almost everyday and I even influence my Bendan to join me and he too addicted... and now i noe he had so much frenz than me... Who cares!
First week of March - I received my Prince's msg... Really surprise yet happy lor.. it's been 2 months or so we had yet go out for shopping and gossiping.. Really miss those days especially in the swimming pool( you noe what i mean). Find some day go out lo... Hear you say you had started working your berry first Full time job, wish you all the best kays...

2009-01-09T15:58:00.001+08:00

All thanks to my shifu and I had been busy with my closing at work..
But I prove myself that I can do it even with out her man... Anyway when she around more slow lor coz I gonna 'respect' her, ask her can close anot this and that.. Without her bugging I can do faster lor... Somehow, I tink it abit too much for her to take so many urgent leave somemore at closing which we are not suppose to.. I noe la, she can't help it coz her baby ger is sick but it's impossible for her to stay 24 hrs beside the baby somemore still got the mother-in-law taking care - normally weekdays is her mother-in-law taking care of the baby de. This can't be fake ba... She told me when the baby cry, got blood, if so, y wait till yesterday den bring the baby to hospital. Dunno she noe how to take care of the baby mar.. Oppz...Hope the baby will be okay..

It's Friday again... Today actually wanna take leave but too bad, my shifu take urgent leave so I cannotttt......Tonight wanna go watch movie ' Cliff 2 '.. I'm tired, really tired, need to release abit liao... Been working hard, late at work becoz of closing plus i'm been sick for a week or more le lor... Too bad... bendan nv buy the ticket early now we cannot watch it today but tml liao... Wat to do... Almost full house lor sianz... All so early buy ticket liao should go buy yesterday...

2009-01-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to My Bendan Baobei..
Happy New Year to all my buddies and frenz...
Kinda late greeting
Paiseh wor
Yesterday went Bugis to shop for new year clothes
But too many ppl le plus I'm sick
so mi and bendan went over to PS to shop
kinda window shopping
I reali like it leh
dun have to spend alot but still enjoyable
Haha
Only bendan buy 2 polo tee
Today again...went over to Bugis
Buy alot of things today
a top,a jean,a 3/4 pant and a pair of shoe for New Year lea
ermz...
Bendan too buy 2 3/4 pant and a polo tee
reali enjoying my weekend
tml gonna work le sianz..

2008-12-27T22:07:00.024+08:00

On the cab,on the way to the airport and I'm super doper

excited.

First timer is always like that de mar

Bendan baobei's favourite pic of all..

Me with his family

His family photo

*Cool*

I'm seated next to the window

I can see everything outside-take off and Landing

I'm super excited

I'm flying

Before landing to Taoyuan Airport

See my face*
No-one could be more excited den me le

His bro and me

Both of us reali love Taiwan

In our hotel room-3 of us

My Show-Xiao Zhu

AH..

He helding his autogragh session on the 14th Dec

And

I going back to SIngapore on 13th Dec

Sob*

Haha... I nearly extend my stay lor

Bendan's dad buying the custard puff and Biscuit

which bendan favourite

Too bad did not buy much
Dun worry

I will be back

Duck tongue sticking out from bendan's mouth

Eeeeek*

UFO catcher

Bendan been playing it coz it super cheap

Lesser 50 cents per games

Y not

Did not edit before..

Cool rite

Our favourite chicken cutlet

Juz behond our hotel

Best of the best we ate liao, Muz Muz try

Bendan's mum eating Ah Zhong mian xian

Uncle jealous lea

Aaron with another bowl of Mei Xian

Breakfast at Xi Meng Ding

The shop is juz opp the 3xiong mei-mango shave ice

Yes...Mixed fruit ice

Miramar ferris wheel

Too bad

dun have de chance to take the ride

Xiao Zhu Poster

I'm in it

Owl at 101

This is to show that we had paid to go up the building

Taipei 101

Xiao Zhu at Watson

Dun jealous

I had juz tackle him

Night lighting at Taipei 101

Beautiful

My favourite shop

I bought reali lots of items here

Bendan's daddy

Oh no!

The cow boy

Fried ice cream

I love it

We can juz eat it even when it juz taken out from the oil

It not hot at all

Fried mushrooms

Bought from the shop below at Tamshui

Muz buy and try

Fisherman's wharf after sunset

Qin Ren Jiao

Me and bendan are in this pic

Too bad too dark

We did not let go our hands at all

Even when taking pic

Almost there..

I'm flying

Oh no!

1705 hrs

The sun setting soon and fast

Beautiful rite

Tat's me

Bendan baobei

This photo was nice

It's reali reali hot but cooling

You wun noe how it feel when you not there

30 cm Ice cream

Bendan been looking throughly for this

See the different

Ermz..

Do i look excited?

Haha

Over at Yang Ming Shan

Uncle's walking stick and he had hide it

He will collect it 5 years later

Before we climb up the Yang Ming Shan
I love the beehoon soup

Simple with not much ingredient but it reali tasty

And I try my first Smelly beancurd

It's reali yucky but Bendan's family like it

EEEEEk...

On the bus

Milk tea in a toilet bowl-for guy to shh shh

We had our lunch at Modern toilet

The concept is reali cool, the food still okay

Curry Rice

Does it looks like-ermz......?

Look at the chinese name of this drink..

Waterfall at Wu Lai - Nei Dong

Spring-water

Nice photo

This is I tink is Taiwan reservior-Tink i spell worngly

Look at me!
I'm reali enjoying myself

I took this pic

Marvellous

The Taxi driver cum the attendant of the park

Main entrance of Wu Lai-Nei Dong

Wild pork saugages

The shop lady is reali berry friendly

I should most ppl in Taiwan are berry friendly

except for the rich

If ever you gonna go Taiwan

dun ask direction from The Rich or you will regret

Cool idea

Over at Yong he city

rite after our dessert at Yong he beancurd

Worse thing i had eaten

Oppz sorry

but to those who recommend me to eat the Yong He beancurd

Thanks alot hor

It's reali not nice at all

I purposely go over Yong He city there

Met a rich rude Lady

Making my mood like shit

In the end

I dun like it at all

The Soya milk got the charcoal taste-Auntie say it's the bean taste

You tiao berry big yet no taste

If you wan, still can go try lor

Dun try this shop too...

The service soo soo

The ice also so so

This dun have

That dun have

Try the shop opp this shop reali big different

Too bad

who ask we all wanna try different place different food

This two is the worse

Ours ice is beta abit onli hor

Bendan's favourite saugages

We tot they sell the whole ting but actually they cut into slices

Not much at all

Last night over at Taipei

We ate steamboat juz under our hotel

ermz...

Still okay la

Not much variety for us to choose from as they serve more on Beef

Bendan's bro favourite

He ate super lots when he cannot eat much

Lucky my bendan still good boy nv eat at all

Finally

Our last day over there

I found my favourite grill cuttlefish

Sob*

I dun wanna go back

I reali dun wan

I will be back soon

Gonna save money for my next trip le

Oh ya...

Dun forget to go their 7-11

Cheap and lots of stuffs

My favourite drink

Vitagen in bottles

Hey frenz if you all gonna go there some days

Rem to try this and dun forget to take few bottles back for me

I love the grape favours

Thanks...

2008-12-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

It's been a month plus i last update le...
Had spend my days berry well
Guess wat..
I get on my berry first aeroplane - SQ plane le
Sorry for not updating earlier
sorry for not posting any pic over here...
Soon.. Please give this IT idiot some time okay..
I'm trying, reali trying
Oh...back to the topic
Two weeks ago,
I juz came back from Taiwan- my dream country
I reali love Taiwan,it's reali reali cool and fun
It's winter over dere at that time and i love it
Went to Yang Ming Shan, Wu Lai, Shihlin Night Market, Xi Meng Ding and many many more
I stay at Paradise Hotel which is a street across Xi Meng Ding
Cool rite..
Wat's more is...Loh Zhi Xiang shop is juz at the corner near the hotel
I went in...ya like finally
Quite disappointed coz nothing much inside and berry expensive
so didn't bought any thing
Lucky my uncle's wife sister bought a tee over dere
so i got the paper bag
Sorry dun reali feel like updating
LAZY-Ya I am and I dunno y..
Christmas had juz pass
This spend abit more den previous years as my current workplace is bigger
and more ppl
I got lots of chocolate this year
of coz my pooh and kuromi...
aiya i juz wanna stop over here...
Lastly,
sorry buddies...didn't manage to jio you all out
one day,one fine day okay
Prince-we been drifting.. reali drifting
How are you lately..Please do take good care ,free dun forget to ask me out kayz
Bendan baobei-Dun forget out plan, reali berry excited
Let's save up for our new world...

2008-11-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

Jay Chou - 给我一首歌的时间

雨淋湿了天空毁得很讲究你说你不懂（我）为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这是做错也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦分开了叫痛是不是说
没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果
我能承受在最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失意
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点

雨淋湿了天空毁得很讲究你说你不懂（我）为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这是做错也只是怕错过在一起叫梦分开了叫痛是不是说
没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果
我能承受在最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失意
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我...暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失意
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点

你说我不该不该不该在这时说了爱你要怎麽证明我没有力气
告诉我暂停算不算放弃你说我不该不该不该在这时才说爱你要怎麽证明我没有力气
我只有一天的回忆

2008-11-08T18:48:00.004+08:00

Alway a IT idiot de wo,
Finally today after reading my buddy(Enjing) blog
I follow him edit all the photo below...

Today went out early in the morning 930

I went for my appointment

Den my Bendan go study

Ke Lian him so early go library still no place to study

went mac oso no place

finally he find his area at coffee bean

He been berry berry hardworking

I dun blame him for neglected me for this few weeks

Dun worry I'm fine as long as u study hard can liao

Ard 1 plus I went meet him for lunch

we went eat at pizza hut

ermz...

celebrate our anniversary..

After eating our second piece,

bendan found hairs below of his pizza

sticking there lor

lucky it's not me if not i dunno wat I may do man...

Me : Excuse Me!!!

The staff: Yes,can I help..

Me: There's hairs sticking on my bf's pizza

The staff: Eek...I'm so sorry... Wat u wan me to do with it?

Me: Wat do u tink u can do? After the hairy do u think we dare to eat...

The staff : U wait ar.. I go ask my manager

After 10 min...

The staff: Do u wan a replace of pizza?

Bendan: Can take away coz we had already full after seeing the hair

The staff: Cannot take away...U muz eat here..

Me: Hello!!! How we going to eat finish it when we already eat half of our previous pizza

Can we have discount instead?

The staff: Or I replace a garlic bread for u..

Me: Sorry but as I juz say we're too full to continue with our food

Manager: I'm sorry... Did u see the hair on your pizza?

Bendan pointed to her...

Manager: I'm so so sorry... I noe u guys sure wun have any wei kou to continue with the pizza.

I replace your pizza.

Bendan: Can take away?

Manager: Of Coz...

Me: But your staff say cannot...

.......Cannot ans my question...

Manager: I will get the pizza take away for you... I'm so sorry about it ...

I need to take the pizza away to check it out...So sorry

went home after that..

Bendan need to study mar...

having headache again so didn't wanna plan my taiwan itinerary first..

hee

2008-11-08T17:10:00.004+08:00

Random pic... My cousin birthday photo...
Taken on Oct...
Sorry so long den update here...

2008-10-20T12:33:00.002+08:00

16Oct
Meet Bendan for dinner..
Pass him the bag i bought for him at Zinc
no special occasion la
Juz tink that he like it alot so juz buy lor
despite i already broke for this month le
Hope he reali like it lor
In the end
Bendan brought me go eat Seoul Garden
he noe I love to eat there
But we onli eat for an hr plus coz it's getting late
and he still had alot work to rush
Thank Bendan for the dinner
17Oct
Finally it's Friday
Nv reali go anywhere
Juz meet up to eat dinner at E-link mall there
Eat the Korea food not berry nice somemore berry expensive
Bendan eat porridge
den saw his frenz eating himself so jio him eat with us
in the end bendan throw me alone eat
he kept talking to his frenz
so I alone sat there watch the tv lor
sad rite
18Oct
Went to play arcade
Again play the sweet jackpot
Win a jackpot again plus another bag of sweets
Oh forget to update here
last weekend we use 30 over dollar
win 2 jackpot plus half big bag of sweets(enough for us to eat for a few year lor)
Thank bendan for letting me play again and again
wasting our money on it
I dunno y i juz like to play
not becoz can get jackpot or becoz the sweetie
I promise not to go arcade for this few months till I save back my saving
At night went mustafa with Bendan's family again
His daddy bought a boxing bag for his bro
so good rite
Didn't buy much thing for myself but for bendan
Den went eat supper at Lau Pa Sat.
The food there berry expensive and not nice at all
maybe the nice food stall all close liao la
Reach home 3 plus
slp like a log liao lor...
19Oct
46 more days to 6 Dec
Yesterday whole day stay at bendan's house
Actually planning go play badminton de
We even bought the net and shuttlecock lor
But before we go prepare to play,
It started to rain berry heavily.
So gonna stay home lor.
Anyway me and bendan woke up quite late mar
hee..
In the end, I stayed home plan the itinerary for the taiwan trip
I use whole day to plan lor
Alot of efforts and work de hor..
So far plan till day4
But i reali try my best liao leh
I gonna do the berry good job de
No objection planning more on shopping rite hee
20 Oct
It's monday again
Again Again Again..
Totally no mood to work
especially morning argue with my bendan
It's oso my fault la
early in the morning say him give him attitude
But from then he kept giving me a harsh time and words lor
even when i already apologise to him many many time le leh
Yet he still not happy with it
Still kept pin-point me here and there
From then i kept give him faces liao till he talked nicely to mi lor
Give him 1 inch, he wan 1 ruler
Hump*
Lucky enough we are okay before i alight if not I even no mood to work
Anyway Sorry Bendan for my temper
U still owe me 1...........

2008-10-17T12:12:00.000+08:00

12Oct-14Oct
Last weekend again went to chalet but is at Aloha and is with my family..
My Cousin Gwen 2nd birthday..
Happy birthday my ger!!!
I took 2 days leave as it fall on sunday - tuesday..
I had a wonderful times over there with all my family member
playing mahjong
And my xiao gu cook 'man han quan xi' for the two days lor
She cooked alot of stuffs lor
It super yummy...
Thank Xiao Gu..
I love playing with Gwen lor
She like grown up alot
Now like to talk alot and berry naughty
still berry cute and pretty...
Can't wait to see her soon next weekend ba
Bendan didn't stay with me at chalet
throwing me all alone lor
Even playing with Gwen
At times still sianz coz feeling so alone
haha when not playing mahjong la (lose $5 buck for the pass 2 days)
Too bad bendan need to study
Study more important mar cannot blame him
But quite ke lian him
still gonna all the way down
first day gonna fetch his parents at airport(came back from China)
Second day finish class come down
still gonna walk all the way in from downtown
den 10 plus gonna rush for the free bus to mrt station
Lucky xiao gu zhan drove him out but need to leave at 930
shorten our loving time
sorry bendan coz it fall on the weekday
u cannot stay
Quite not use without u at chalet
Dun worry i gonna open 1 more time when i had the $$$ okay
15Oct
Went back to work liao..
Super doper sleepy and no mood to work lor
Been pushing time
Times flies so slowly lor
Tink becoz tonight not going to meet my Bendan
Went shop at Far East with my colleague
Bought a backbag for bendan hope he does love it lor
See i so good
So heavy still gonna bring to AMk den tml back to Orchard den to Tampines
muz dote me even more mar
Reach home ard 8, bath finish eat dinner
and ard 10plus I went to bed le
16Oct
Woke up at 7.30am
still not late hor
still can iron my clothes
den went to work..
Much refreshing at work and back to normal
Worklife...
Times flies fast today
Meeting my Bendan to eat dinner and pass him the heavy bag
He reali love the bag
Went eat at Seoul Garden
Yeah!!
Thank bendan..
Acutally no special occasion lor
Juz chong yi xia zi ji
I didn't eat much
K.O. berry fast
Bendan still can eat reali more meat
Sorry Bendan waste your money hee...

2008-10-05T21:52:00.007+08:00

I had the most wonderful cool weekend with my ITE buddies..
Reali miss them alot lor...
It had been almost 3 months since we last met..
Dun forget our agreement ar
To meet up every 2 months hor
Cannot bu steady huh
Post some of our photo over here
the rest gonna wait for Enjing to send me ar..
All of us had grown up le
we had all changed alot but our friendship had never change
And will nv change okay...
You guys are the most best buddies frenz I ever had
Promise we will always stay the same
Let's look out for our next meeting
I will plan again lor...

My best buddy-he juz getting emo oppz is he?

Our bui steady kaijie and me!!!

B4 going on to Priate ship

Only they 3 up there...
Me annie and my bf juz too scare to go on

Later we gonna get wet man...

Steady man..Inverter...Jia you

Can see where are they mar...

paiseh...too fast didn't manage to get your faces

Blower ride of the day

Thank bendan for starting the fire.. You are the best of the best..

Our cooks of the day...

Thank to pirate ship making Enjing no strength liao...

I'm the big winner haha... Thanks buddies...

2008-09-24T11:37:00.001+08:00

Once again urgent leave..
Not me okay haiz...
Throwing all the work for me alone
She knew it
She juz knew it that I gonna close my account by 3Oct
In order to go on leave
But how to close when I'm all alone doing all the work
I juz getting too tired, too tied on
I dun mind doing more things as Times will pass faster
But I juz cannot take it that it's all me doing the work
All she does was to nag and nag
complain and complain
Guess wat she only need to do her agent
when i gonna do mine, when most my agents gonna update their spreadsheet
plus doing weekly daily report,
month end closing
printing sorting of statement...
She not young anymore le leh still act like small kid
At times,
I reali cannot stand sitting next to her
But I cannot help it
Sometime reali feel like going to Miss Chua room and talk to her
Still at times I pity her la
Juz dunno how to describe my feeling and thought
Only my Bendan will noe
Oh Last night went eat waffle with my bendan at Far East
Saw my frenz at there working
got free drinks and a more scoop of ice cream
cool rite
Thanks frenz for the treat though i still gonna pay for the waffle la
wahaha

2008-09-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

It's juz a empty shell...
Empty hope at all...
Bendan, I'm not being hard on you
But it is reali getting abit too hard for me to take it le
I noe Everything will be fine at the end
It's not juz wat you think it is den it is de
I noe you love me juz as much as I do
but it's isn't wat you tink is wat I wan it to be
Sorry making everyone who read this tink that we had quarrel
Too bad we didn't
Juz too sad Wahaha
I noe we are strong enough to fight through everything
I wun let this kind of 'wu liao' small stuff to ruin my wonderful relationship
Hey I'm juz 'fa dian lao shao'
No worry I'm fine
Rite now working closing half of my ears
She juz too noisy
Help her do her stuff still complain so much
I only have 2 hands and 1 brain lea
How to do all the stuff somemore I got my own thing to do leh
Get so much pay still so lazy
everything push to me
Hello
stop acting as if you care
Everyone noe it
i juz dun need to say it out
They have their own eyes to see de leh
Juz wait till that particular day when i juz cannot 'ren' anymore
Wahaha

2008-09-22T12:21:00.002+08:00

I did a most craziest stuff in my whole life so far man.
You never had guess it de man.
Haha...Shh
It's oso a secret so cannot reveal it over here.
No-one noe except of coz my bendan noe it nia and he gonna help me keep it...
Haha
And becoz of this secret..
I'm totally broke for this week, imagine I onli had less den 100 bucks with me and in my bank..
Sorry Bendan,
I made such a decision such a rush without asking you
and gonna let you 'yang' for this week..
Dun worry onli for this week and everything will back to normal de...
Ermz lucky for me getting my pay this weekend and haha GST credit..
But I noe Bendan,
you sure will support me de rite for the sake of me getting ____ hee..
I juz can't wait for that day to come...
Hope i can do it...
Muz support me okay...
Yeah...
Finally your turn coming over to my hse and stay liao..
Together we 'ren' my ah gong naggy haha...
Can't wait for me to finish work wahaha...
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Oh did i forget to mention something..
I dunno abt it la but I dun mind sharing it again haha..
I'm flying oppz I mean this coming Dec,
I'm going to Taiwan and it is confirmed coz everything booked liao,
we taking SQ flight though it's kinda expensive
but going with my bendan's parents
Somemore it is my first time taking a flight,
my bendan wanna me to take SQ
aiya I'm okay it la..
First time mar muz be a wonderful first time de..
Me and bendan in charge of itinerary so muz make it a successful 1,
Aiyo Bendan pls help me okay dun lazy liao. Hee...

2008-09-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

11/09/08
Smilez..
Times flies reali fast..
and finally it is our 3 years anniversary...
Bendan,
though there's reali up and down for the pass few months and years
we did alot of quarrels, cold wars...
But I noe deep down we reali love each other
and cannot dun have each other de
Today reali enjoy myself though i'm sick and with MC
but i dun care gonna celebrate mar
1 year once anniversary de leh
went over to Vivo for a movie and had lunch
We had our lunch at Hong Kong Kim Gary restuarant
not bad and not expensive
I had a super big bowl of chicken chop noodle while bendan had pork chop garlic rice
We too order seaweed french fries and curry french fries
Bendan love the seaweed but i tink it's abit too salty
the curry one not berry nice dun reali have the taste of the curry
still abit salty
Nowadays Bendan eat reali salty stuffs lor
Oh Dear it not good for your health ar...
After lunch, we go shopping before we go watch Wall E..
not a bad show la
kinda sweet cute with a little bit of boring in between haha
imagine there's a small ger who fallen aslp during the show
tink the seat too comfortable le lor
I still like it la(bendan juz knew it)
After the show we went shopping bought alot of stuff for each other le...
Guess wat we had the spicy steamboat for dinner at Vivo...
Ermz... not berry nice de lor...
berry few choices of foods for us to choose lor
berry normal nothing special at all
Hey frenz... dun even try to go and eat kayz
if not sure regret reali...
Happy day normally pass berry fast
and it's time for us to go back home le...
Oh i forgot to mention how we manage to get out from Vivo-mart to go out
haha
we waited around the area
waited for ppl to come in coz the auto door onli allow ppl to come in not out
thank to the security over there help us at the door call ppl
finally haha 1 ang mo couple went in the mart den we get to go out
Thank frenz
Day end juz like tat
ermz... Home sweet Home
12/09/08
Working time!!!
Haiz I keep thinking today is Monday coz yesterday MC mar
SOrry Boss...I MC still can go out enjoy
muz forgive huh my Big day leh
hee
At work haha my GM had a cool arguement with a UK client
It's a reali berry wonderful fight
Too bad cannot mention much over here
Confidental mar
Oh I read a email abt Mac curry sauce
so yucky lor
lucky i dun reali eat that
too bad for my Bendan, it is his favourite lor
but even i tell him he still eat
haiz..
up to him la
While going back, my leg got scratch by a biker(ride bicycle)
It was so pain lor
imagine yr leg hair with the skin came off
imagine it straight away became dry blood
Imagine when water rolls through the wound u almost cry out tat kind
My Bendan still dun let me to scold them
instead pull me away
bloody hell
but Sorry bendan i Juz vent my anger on u
becoz my leg reali berry pain
at night i oso too tired fall aslp didn't care much abt u
especially yr skin berry itchy i still scold u ask u dun scratch
ermz but i oso for your own good mar
u reali wanna yr skin rot meh(make u scare onli la)
Please tink for yrself la haiz
13/09/08
It's saturday le
It's weekend man
but I'm staying at home with my bendan
he study i watch movie( 命中注定我愛你)
Oh his daddy went out for work le
his mummy went out with his yi ma
his bro is in the room with his frenz ,a ger and 3 guys
I dun reali like them
ermz is dun like the ger lor a.a.l is 1 thing
still say me,
Bendan should i dun like ppl to say me should say i'm berry sentitive de
aiya she should noe herself la
So wat if i'm fat at least wo hen zi ai okay
watever i dun fight with small ger small a.a.l
Finally they had gone out le if not i dunno where to put my eyes
hee
Thank Bendan for going down to buy dinner for me
Muackz

2008-08-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

Sorry Bendan...
I broke my 2 years of promise juz becoz i juz can't stand them liao
moreover ni mei you ba wo fang zai yan li...
But somemore i reali regret that la
lucky wo mei you hen xia xin if not jiu bu kan se xiang le...
I power le... han yu ping yin lea
dun wanna make it so obvious mar...
I reali hope that at time please think of me
i'm the one who gonna pei ni dao lao de leh
Juz wanna let u noe that I reali Love you...
Wo zhen de hen ai ni...
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Wow reali long nv update le hor...
kinda lazy lea...
actually this few days/weeks alot of things happen man
I get hocked with the machine basketball man
especially the one at downtown east at E Hub de
it's reali fun lor but oso berry tiring de la...
Muz go try it lor...
Yesterday after work went watch 4bia with bendan at TM
not a bad show
finally got a movie tat make me scream le
the show got 4 parts
the first is super doper quiet and berry scary
the second 1 is still okay onli ba ermz can say er xin de lor
the third 1 is the most funny yet scary de
the fourth 1 ar...juz go and watch it
*************************************************
Me and bendan and his family planning to go taiwan this coming dec
reali can't wait to take plane and stay over board
now gonna save up liao each person 1.5 lea
juz roughly amount gonna give bendan's parents de lor
for 3 meals over there and accomdation and air tickets
oh they taking SQ flight lor haiz
not include own spending over there de lor
gonna save up liao...
Actually i'm berry excited de lor
can't wait for Dec to come lor

2008-08-14T12:37:00.004+08:00

Bendan and me juz pass our 35th months anniversary...
Sweetly celebrated together..
Actually we berry long nv celebrate anniversary together liao even before he went Australia...
We had our dinner at pizza hut but i didn't get to eat my favourite drumlets.
All thanks to the manager who didn't hear that i order the hut platter..
After eating half of pizza den my bendan ask one of the stuff how come the hut platter haven't been serve, in the end we was told we didn't order that since we already almost finish with our pizza so we didn't bother to order again.
Manager somemore...
Smilez...
still i'm still enjoy myself with my time with my bendan
maybe becoz for the next few days we not gonna meet up le mar,
I wanna treasure every weekend and mondays, my times with him...

Yesterday,feel so lonely.
.maybe becoz the whole day he only msg me not even 5 times lor.
Berry sad lor den becoz of that i throw temper liao lor..
I already try berry hard to overcome le...
Maybe it's juz a start,will try harder de...
Sorry bendan about yesterday make you worry and guilty...
Dun worry I'm okay tml maybe can meet up le mar...

Tonight gonna go Shangri-La (The-Line) eat seafood buffet..
Wow rite...
nv go there before even the hotel itself...
will update even more after i go there..
Oh..it's company anniversary dinner,can't wait for tonight lor..
This whole week everybody all talking about tonight
could be same as mi all too excited le..
Dun worry Bendan, i will take more picture and let u eat de..
Wahaha
Am I berry bad...
Hee...

2008-07-31T12:07:00.000+08:00

Last night went eat steamboat with Wangling and Shaun at Bugis. Thank for treating me, i reali enjoy myself with the food.We had the hot and spicy and da gu tang as our soup base. The food there was good and the owner is berry generous, service still okay.. Find one day gonna bring my bendan to eat that, wanna see his lip numb haha...

I received my UOB debit card le. Finally can watch movies at Cathay during weekend for $8.00 le somemore got free popcorn. This debit card oso got rebate de lor,I berry excited over it lor but gonna go open a new saving account to save up le though i already sign a saving plan le mar. No harm saving more money mar coz i wanna buy my own Home sweet Home. Can i make it in 5 years? Bendan, we gonna work harder for our future le.. Humpz*

My ex-company(Jaz) called me at work this morning. Finally they get to noe i'm working here le, at least i dun need to hide or scare see them over here den dunno how to ans them, anyway i oso dun have to ans them de mar. But I'm reali puzzled lor, how they get to noe i'm working here. At least i can see my path ahead over here den there mar, if they means well for me den they wun blame me de ba.Who cares so much..

Can't wait for 6.30pm lor...Today somehow no mood to work lea maybe coz 1day didn't see my bendan liao later can see him lor... Die le la... next week onward, Bendan start school liao cannot meet up on weekdays le * Kanna order by his Daddy so muz listen de*

2008-07-30T08:47:00.001+08:00

Reach work quite early today so can come online blogging awhile. Nothing much happening so far this week. First week of 22nd years old kinda normal lea. Maybe I already had a wonderful weekend last week le ba. I wanna change myself to a beta person ( I noe I'm already was...wahaha) I mean I wanna change my hot temper especially toward my Bendan. Somehow, I reali happy with my everything right now, or maybe so far ba, or maybe I juz dun wanna tink so much liao. I juz dun wanna care much.. All I can have my bendan by side and I'm happie with it le.

Last night slp over at his house again so morning went to eat breakfast with him. I woke up first wanna go wash up but his brother still bathing so stood outside wait for him. Meanwhile, chit chat with his daddy, reali quite a long time never reali talk to him le. The feeling was so great..He told me not to meet up with Bendan so often especially once he started school gonna let him concentrate on his studies. Which mean, Bendan, we cannot meet on weekdays okay onli weekend. Your daddy say so too hee... Oh my bendan gonna started school next week le maybe that's y we been meeting up almost everyday this week. Only for today cannot meet cause meeting up Wangling and Shaun for dinner. Gonna miss him liao...

2008-07-28T11:07:00.007+08:00

Ramdon pic...

My 22nd birthday...Though without all my frenz and buddies celebrating with me this year but i still enjoying myself especially with my bendan and my family...Yesterday reali enjoy myself, I reali Gan Dong lor...Thank Biao Jie for the cake hee...1 more thing,i finally have photo with my Daddy leh...Didn't he look handsome haha...kanna force by me take picture haha..Thank Daddy wor...Oh ya...Thank Brother...Thank for giving me your wife...I mean yr PSP..Though it's a seond hand de with lots of scatches but reali thank alot for it...Oso good la..1 person cannot have so many wife mar..now u got your bike le muz xi sheng 1 of it mar..Dun worry i will take good care of your wife haha sure beta den u de...hee

Today is my Bendan Baobei birthday...Oso early in the morning wake up backache so took leave to stay at home to rest or maybe...hee Simply cannot leave my bendan at home mar his birthday leh..I dun care...No matter how pain still muz go out today..I will try my berry best not to quarrel with him..I mean not to throw my temper wahaha...

2008-07-27T09:19:00.002+08:00

I'm 22 years old today le....
It's truth once after 21st birthday, times passes real fast man
nothing much this year
Didn't reali celebrate much especially with my frenz
My prince haha dun even noe where she is and wat happen to her
totally ignore me, maybe something reali happen on her
but doesn't she at least let me noe
at least if i can help, I most happy to help de
maybe she didn't wish to tell me ba
but it's my birthday leh...
Juz hope szhe get out of it soon ba...
Already celebrate with my ITE buddies le..
Thank Alan,Alvin and Enjing
I reali like the cake though it's abit melted haha
sorry asr...so long den update here...
Thank Bendan for the missing wallet and the chocolate cake
I reali love it...
Thank for every1...
I noe there's more thing to come tonight
but i may not have this chance to update here
the next update oso dun which donkey day or month le lor...
And...
Happy 22nd birthday once again to me and Bendan...

2008-07-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

It's been almost 2 months since i last update...
my bendan already came back from Aust from alway 1 month liao lor
paiseh lea...
real busy at work mar somemore homie oso no internet so berry hard to update
Last night watch Prom Night,not a bad show anyway
I still prefer Batman The Dark Knight..
It's feel so great with Bendan around beside me
at least i dun feel all alone
Tml celebrating my 22nd birthday le..
Time reali flies lor
to tink last year me still celebrating my 21st birthday lor
reali getting old liao lor
Going Clark Quay with bendan family to eat lunch
at night den go my grandparents hse
xiao gu cooking foodies for us...
oso to celebrate my bendan's birthday...
Haiz..
Bendan bought me a wallet at Wallet Shop but drop it on the bus
when we realized it already too late to search for it liao lor
reali heart pain lor...
my birthday present leh but haiz...
but still thank Bendan for the present,
i reali like it though i dun have the chance to use it
It's reali okay de...
Hope he like the presents i gave him lor...
Oh...
I bought him and myself a pair of everlast watches
Fate wanna me to take white and he take black
anyway black do suit more
And oso bought him a Nike water bottle
so when he sch start can use mar...
and of coz...my daily dairy
I wrote it when he over at Aust
every single day happening stuff all inside...
Hee...
Hereby...
Wishing me and Bendan Happy 22nd Birthday!!!!

2008-05-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

It's been the fourth day without bendan beside mi liao,still got like 56 days to go before i can see him.I reali miss him so so much lor even though we did chat on phone but it like onli 5-10 mins and that all...I reali not use with that,without him by my side.Suddenly misses his naggy,his caring,his love,his kisses and alot of things...Maybe becoz stay with him too long liao and is like too use to rely on him...Reali hoping the time will pass faster abit so that i can see him.Tml gonna 3G him liao,been forget to do so for the pass few day somemore it's expensive if we gonna chat everyday on 3G.Sometime i reali hate him for deciding to go over Australia and juz throw me all alone in Singapore somemore they money they given them oso not berry good by the time they came back from Australia sure all use finish de lor.Anyway my that bendan forever wun listen unless he get it fail and realise his fault and then he will apologise...No matter wat he still my bendan i still love him..I noe this time round is juz a test on our feeling for each other and of coz i noe we can definity pass with flying colour....

2008-05-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

512-12.05.2008
is the date everyone throughout the world will always remember
juz like 921
Today watch Channel 8 SiChuan earthquake charity show
at first i'm not reali into the show
but after watching the show it's reali different
every intro abt how rescuers rescue the ppl stuck under all the pillar
how ppl over there suffer during/after the earth quake
juz how they lose their children,parents....love one...
juz everything over there...
I reali drop down my tear..
it's reali heartache seeing all the photo,video taken
Rite here in Singapore...
we're reali lucky and bless for as we have such a peaceful country
I make a $18 call...
i noe it's juz $18 but i reali hope it's can help them juz abit
a berry little bit...
May every1 over there,
for those suffering...strive their berry best to survive
happily...healthy
May those who have to go before other
before they wanna say goodbye
before they can say goodbye
Rest in Peace

2008-05-24T12:15:00.001+08:00

Best Song of the month i hear so far...
meaningful...
Song:虽然我愿意
sing by:伍家辉

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

2008-05-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

Tis few days been coming online...
update blog...
check out internet...
and even chat with my frenz to get in contact...
everything was so great
all thank to my bro
who 'xi sen' his lappy to mi to buy his long wanted bike...
he been asking every1 in the family to lend him $$$
but too bad as my daddy is the oldest in family
and dun like dun allow him to buy
so no-one are allow or should i say dun dared...
still we can't blame my daddy or even my bro la
Is not daddy no $$$ or daddy dun wan to lend him
is juz worry abt him
in the world
which family member would like and bared to let his or her children riding
especially bike on the road...
But cannot blame my bro too
it's juz his dream
juz hope he will at times tink of his family especially once on the road...
so much abt it...
muz write bits of myself...
woke up quite early as my bendan reach home at 915am mar
he sure woke mi up de
after he bathe finish and i brushed my teeth
we went eat breakfast
he order super lots lor...
carrots cake which my favorite
nasi lemak
kway chap
and ice coffee
reali filled up my stomach...
den walked pass a small tent shop beside the coffeeshop
sell different kinds of cute cartoon stuff
of coz i'm attracted into the pooh series
as expectedly i bought the stickers and oil control tingy
all pooh bear de lor and most important my bendan pay for it
haha
anyway it's berry cheap onli la
bendan bu hui bu she de de he juz love mi too much to care of tis ting
hee...berry mushy rite...
reached home...
he went slp liao lor
mi lea...
help to do housework ermz...again lor
I sweep and mop the floor
the floor was like wow!!! super super dirty
wonder how's his bro do the floor yesterday anyway not my problem
i juz do the floor nicey today can liao
mop the floor twice
feel so good when stepping on the floor
bring out clothes to enjoy the sun
later gonna iron clothes
rite now eating snake..waiting for his bro to reach home
wake my bendan up
den go NUH see his grandpa
wat a off day...

2008-05-15T00:50:00.008+08:00

Special thank to my buddy saying my blog berry wordly
so decide to put some pic which i taken at sentosa 2 week ago
I reali getting rounder lor..
sad sia....

I reali enjoy my times and days over at sentosa..

Thanks bendan....thanks everyone....

2008-05-15T00:31:00.003+08:00

Bendan got guard duty today so not at home with mi...
Early morning get his morning kisses,so sweet
kinda late today as i forgot to set alarm to wake up
he himself oso take ages to prepare
anyway thanks to him morning kisses if not i dunno wat i time i will wake up lor
His ah ma not at home
so i gonna checked everything before i left home
even i'm on the bus
i still keep tinking did forget this forget that
As usual today,
at work kanna chase home...
my colleagues all berry on...on the dot i mean
everytime i sure kanna chase out as my workplace account door need to lock and secure de
My luck not as good as yesterday
to get on the 0645pm bus..
In the end
i gonna wait for almost half an hour for the next bus lor
SBS oso berry cute de la
noe that it's after work time sure alot ppl de
still bus onli came every almost half an hr berry irriating
lucky enough almost everytime i get to get on the bus with seat
haha
today reach home surprisingly early at 8 plus so cool rite
but still got to help bendan's mummy do housework...
Tml I'm on leave
clearing leave mar as we cannot bring forward the leave de
i still got another 1 and half more day to go
once bendan fly to Aust
sure enough dun even noe when to take leave,where to go....

2008-05-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 1030 all thanks to my nightmare...
berry scary hor...
imagine i juz jump up
without tinking i juz went straight to the toilet to wash
I rem it like i'm at hospital seeing a kid
forget wat reali happen in my dreamz...
all i rem is i was comforting hugging the ger who kept crying
suddenly she stopped crying
instead she grap mi so hard and sudden tat i juz jump up frrom my nightmare
her eyes even rolled white lor
it's reali berry scary..
anyway,
it's didn't manage to spoil my day
haha
After eating my breakfast,went over to SK to pass DVD to my frenz at amos
chat awhile with Liting nono should gossip around with her...
find 1 day go together to catch up more ba...
Meet my biao jie at 2 at cityhall
in the end went Marina Square eat Calr'Jr
first time i eat finish the whole burger all by myself leh
without my bendan
but i'm reali super super full after tat...
imagine we gonna drag ourselves to the toilet to relieve ourselves
i mean shh shh onli la...
met my sec class mate haha forget their name liao...
too bad...
anyway didn't even talk to each other haha
after shopping ard,we went to orchard to walk
onli at Far East,xiao gu called up to meet us at Shaw
oh forget to say we suppose to meet xiao gu de..
i wanna ttreat xiao gu eat mar as mother's day celebrattion
after tat,went eat at Bishan
uncle drive mar so okay la...
but in the end,i didn't manage to treat xiao gu...
she dun wan to take my money haiz...
expected de la...
i reali enjoy my day today
with accompany of my xiao gu and uncle and biao jie...
find some day go out again with them
hee....
muz wondering where my bendan rite...
oh,he gonna go back air force mar
den busying meeting up his frenz juz reach home not long ago lor
which the time is already 0145 liao lor...
rite now snoring beside mi
still tell mi he not tired
gonna disturb his slp liao...
goodnitez every1...

2008-05-08T22:28:00.003+08:00

It's been sometime i last update my blog liao...
anyway i tink nobody even bother rite
It's juz mi and my bendan ba
for this whole week
alot of stuff happen lor
for work or my love life or even my family could i include frenz...
let me think...
WOrk-
It's been 2 months i been left alone by my shifu to do all her backload
kanna say by ppl
kanna stress by ppl too
still i like my job
i'm reali learning lots of new stuffs,useful stuff
all those stress i'm taking it's reali worth
of coz my pay is so much higher den b4 i can even save up
I did get praise abt my work too
abt mi can take all those stress as they tot i will back off after a month
i did prove them wrong and even do beta
I start loving my job le but not to forget 1 month later
after my shi fu came back
i will den juz a assistant with my current pay
i even love it
more relax lesser stress of coz
lesser work too
but somehow i got a feeling she not coming back leh
nobody even mention to mi la
let wait and see lor...
My love life-
Rite now staying with my bendan...
sometime something didn't reali goes well
and i'm going to move to stay with my grandparents
as they keep on nagging mi to move
i noe it's not nice for mi to keep on staying here la
so i decided to move back lor
Bendan,i noe u bu she de
but things reali not as wat we wan and tink
i suppose u noe wat i mean ba
somemore u flying again it will be even weird for mi rite
oh ya,
forget to mention...
my this bendan extend his ORD juz becoz he wanna go Australia for training
or should i say for the money $$$
anyway no matter wat he decide i will alway support him
though of coz i will du she de and i will be all alone for 6 weeks
starting from 27May onward lor
it's going to be a berry long six weeks for mi ba
Bendan,
dun worry abt mi...
i will be fine over at my grandparents there
except with no home cook food for mi to bring to work any more
should be okay with it
i reali gonna miss you lots and lots
i noe u will too
this few weeks you been treating mi real good
bringing mi here and there
i reali miss the times and days over at Sentosa last weekend
can't wait to go for another 1
I dun care i going to book once more when u came back to SIn
Over at Australia,
stuff reali berry expensive dun bother to buy stuff for mi
save more ba
going U going to spend quite a number le...
Dun forget our promise to each other 3 years later...
muz save up liao...
I reali love you berry berry much...
Fammerly...
Been more and more with my Daddy
reali love him alots
reali regrets for making him heart break years back
and all thanks to my stupid idiot 'mum'
still got the face to ask mi faster get marry and even ask for 10 tables
fat hope man
i dun even wan her to be present
i still wan my face de lor
no way man
not going to bother abt her lor
my daddy more important hee
Xiao gu too...my half mother lor
still tinking of wat to buy for her lor...
maybe a DS lor
Prince juan...
miss you so much lor
miss our gossip time at pizza with drumlets
miss shopping time...
when can meet up man...
muz find times for mi hor...
dun juz tink of your fatty bear la
muz tink of mi mar
Suzie...
Thank for being my go work buddy,lunch mate
and alot la
reali feel nice to have you such a buddy
when our next lunch at long john and Ayam peyet???

2008-04-10T22:20:00.004+08:00

yoz everybody...
miss mi rite...kanna force to update
so here i am
been berry berry busy this few weeks,
should say from the day i change job till maybe my shifu be back from her leave liao ba...
I berry cool de lor...
i been taught onli for like 2 weeks den my shifu go on her maternity leave for 3 months lor
I was threw with like all the back load
oh forget to mention..
I'm currently work as Account Credit Controller...
abit beta den Account Assistant lor
but muz take in alot of stress man
been having headache since the day ermz...my shifu go on her leave lor
but still like my tis job
i learnt quite alot of new stuffs
Nvm...
I juz gonna ren 3 months den will be more relax liao lor
So guys,gonna wait quite long for me to update my blog liao lor...
dunno when den i will update again liao....
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To my prince Lijuan*
I noe most of the time when i give u a lesson,you are not listening
anyway i'm use to it liao
but i'm glad still at least at the end of the day you change rite
muz grown up liao la...20 years old rite leh
I oso happy for you la...though got a new bf but tink he reali treat you not bad rite
read yr blog...
go out with Kweehao all rite....Orr...
haha
anyway take care hor
find somedays go out together lor
i mean can go meet up with our old colleagues la
i dun mind if they dun wahaha
who will rite...i'm so cutie rite...
hee...
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Yeah!
Tml is mi and my bendan 31 months anniversary liao
as he gonna go guard duty tml so we meet up today lor
though it's kinda sad
at least juz now he came and fetch mi from work
so SWEET rite
we went to eat at Carl JR
super Nicey lor but too bad I having headache once again
i mean i had super bad headache since morning
when i step in the office
anyway i'm use to it liao hee
Though it's quite late,we still went shop awhile at basement
in the end,my bendan bought for mi a heel i wanna buy lor
i oso got buy thing for him la
though today stuff all like berry cheapy thing
but at least it's the thought that count rite..
Saturday we going out again...
i dun care i wanna myself to enjoy every of my weekend 1
Bendan Baobei...
I will always love you more and more and forever
i dun care ppl say i berry mushy or wat so ever
i juz wanna you to noe
Thank for everything you given to mi
without you i'm not mi myself rite now
i wun be so proud of myself...
Dun miss mi too much when i move out of your house kayz
muz be happy for mi de
duuno wat happen de ren sure will anyhow think de hor
let them think ba...wahaha...
gonna go in my dreamland liao
goodnitez....

2008-03-02T16:38:00.002+08:00

Yoz everyone..
Miss mi rite...
Been busy the pass few weeks or so
busy with my new job
Busy handling my new load of stress over dere
Oh ya..
I change new job last week liao
though I have less freedom over dere
cannot use internet
cannot do thing my way cannot tis cannot tat
but
ermz pay is kinda attractive cum it's at Orchard area
wat more
i dun have to work on Saturday
But i'm still not reali use to de new environment over dere
plus everyone isn't tat friendly
I work for like 7 days liao but i still haven't talk to every1 over dere
not i anti-social lor
is juz tat the ppl dere isn't reali tat friendly de lor
maybe perhap i'm still new to them
plus i onli got 3 weeks to learn everything
as my colleague who taught mi de is going on leave for 3months
i juz wonder how i going to die liao lor
Let's pray hard nothing will happen this few months
Hope everything will went well ba..
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Today is my bendan's uncle birthday...
Went to Tong Le eat Dim Sum buffet...
dun reali like dere
where got buffet dun have enough food for ppl to eat de
i mean when we wanna order in the buffet list
they claim no more liao but if wanna order separately
which pay separately den got
where got like tat de rite
somemore not juz 1 dish onli leh
each person cost like 19+++
expensive rite
no good no good
Rite now,
we are over at bendan's uncle hse
juz eaten the GoodWood Park durian cake plus durian crepe
is so super doper nice
Bendan now throwing mi aside lor
he slping soundly,snoring away
when i cannot slp
bad bendan

2008-02-19T13:01:00.002+08:00

Today i took off again...
Firstly is Bendan off day today
wanna spend my day with him
if not i start new job liao cannot like today liao
secondly
reali no mood to work liao lor
maybe becoz it's my second last day at work liao ba
at least mi now beta liao lor
wun MIA leh
anyway i go work oso nothing much to liao lor
all teach the new ger
who learn super doper slow
they offer so high pay yet like tat
so wat if she is a A-level student waiting for result
my boss still say becoz he had higher cert. so offer her higher pay
bullshit rite
she oso no experience mar
somemore learn so slow
i dunno la
anyway i'm leaving liao
i dun have to care so much liao mar
will consider coming back when they would offer mi 1.5 and above ba
wahaha
'lion open it big mouth'
finally tml last day liao
dun tink can alway update my blog liao
coz bigger company
more ppl around cannot play play liao
anyway i can train hard to be more responsible
and more OL
which my Bendan will love it
hee
Later will be going watch Ah Long Pte Ltd
i watch the CJ7 and KungFu dunk
both super doper nice
hopefully Ah Long wun disappointed mi lor
next week or tis Sat going watch L change the world
hee

2008-02-16T10:10:00.002+08:00

Oh it's Saturday once again...
kinda sianz sianz at work
morning bendan pei wo go eat breakfast
eat my favorite wanton noodles
so long bendan nv pei wo eat breakfast liao
thank bendan for waking up early in the morning juz to pei wo eat
yesterday take urgent leave staying back at home
can say doing nothing
but is actually i wanna pei bendan
coz i tot he go Expo tat air show will be back early
but in the end
he going out with his frenz
so i stay at home lo
dunno y since he back from Thailand i been sticking berry close with bendan
tink reali miss him too much liao lor
now every night i need him beside mi den i can slp lor
mushy rite
but i oso dunno y
hee
Thank bendan for sticking with mi
loving mi with all yr might
I reali love u so so so much....
Recently read lots of news
haha
especially news casting Edison de
somehow last time i quite like his show de lor
but recently he became berry famous once again
the AV guy
even at work oso been talking about him lor
so cute rite
every1 had their own point of view lor
dun be surprise there's reali lots of view lor
i dun tink they can'y juz blame onli Edison
isn't the women at fault too
is themselves wanna take all those pics
do all those stunts
oh anyway it's none of my business too
it onli my point of view
no offence kayz...

2008-02-15T17:14:00.006+08:00

I had a wonderful Valentine's day yesterday
hee...
went eat at Cafe Cartel
though the food there not berry nice
but it's not bad ba
though at night i 'xie du zi'
but it's okay

bendan eating St Louis Pork Rib

oh...this is good..
spicy chicken wing...

this is mine...
forget wat the name liao..
dunno wat chicken carlet

taken on the bus...
abit dark

for sure we are reali loving..
who can fight with us...hee

All the above is bendan buy for mi for Valentine's DAy
cute rite
cool rite
Thank Bendan for Everything

This is wat i buy for him..
hee
Anniversary cum Valentine's day
I noe he reali love it for sure coz it's from mi...

2008-02-14T11:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE OUT THERE
Oh...
today is Valentine's day leh...
somehow dunno wat to buy for bendan
so tink tonight i treat him eat dinner
actually i already given him the Jay world tour dvd le mar
as our anniversary cum valentine present
but tinking i wanna it to be berry unforgettable de mar
we tinking go Cafe Cartel to eat
we reali had no where to go liao
somemore we tml still gonna work so cannot go out too late if not later tml sure berry tired de
actually i wanna bring him go Swissotel merchant court
eat their buffet
but their reservation fully booked liao
so too bad lor
hee
can't wait for tonight liao
though i had no present for bendan
maybe tonight see how i go buy if i got see any nice stuff
prehap jay cd lor
which he wanna to buy 1 mar...
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eek...
i hate my hair man
with those fizzy dry hair
lucky it's all hidden inside so no1 will noe it
but i juz dun like it..
sooner if i cannot stand it i gonna cut it all short liao
but i wanna do wavy curly again lea but now with such a short hair how to make
of coz not like tat time my hair la
i doing big wave big curl 1
see how ba..

2008-02-13T14:16:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to every1 out there...
kinda late wishes but beta den nothing rite
hee
been busy sticking together with my bendan from eve till haha even now lor..
juz miss him too much liao
juz wanna treat him well
juz wanna spend more time with him
juz feel we getting closer
even closer liao
haha
we been berry loving since the day he came back
muackz
hope tis will go on and on...
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Yesterday went out lunch with my colleagues
kinda touched lor
they treat mi eat lunch at forget which restaurant
eat their porridge buffet...
not bad leh
can go try eat and it's berry cheap leh
5.90++ onli leh
ermz...den they too bought mi pooh bear puppet
so cool rite..
i gonna treat them eat next week...
Meet up bendan at 630pm
go catch the 725pm show 'CJ7'
oh my goodness it's reali a great show
can't imagine tis minute i laugh till i drop
next minute i flood the treatre...
i reali like the show
next show i gonna watch the basketball show by jay
and ah long pte ltd
i'm not going to miss it
hee...
bendan bring mi go eat at 'Ajiensan' raman restuarant
too bad i dunno how to spell
so sorry hee
bendan noe can liao
the food there not bad and oso not berry expensive lea
we celebrate our belated 29th month anniversary
hee
tml gonna celebrate Valentine's day liao
dunno where to eat lea
how ar...
anyway i given him present yesterday liao
so now is he owe mi liao
wahaha
i bought him Jay world tour taipei concert dvd plus dunno wat pouch
look expensive but it's onli cost mi $27.90
but guess wat
i saw at Tampines MJ
it's cost $32.90 leh
it's more expensive lor somemore i buy at MJ too but at Tiong Bahru de
lucky i nv tink twice b4 i buy for bendan
if not i sure regret de...
hee...
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today my another colleague,manager
treat us eat golden pillow
as my farewell lunch
not too bad lea
thank every1 for treating so good but sorry i gonna go

2008-02-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

6 more days to go…
It’s like finally liao….
Yesterday have a great time chatting with Bendan
den forget to tell him something berry touching and sweet thing happen yesterday afternoon…It’s abt his mummy de…
I dunno I can explain well here…
Oh it’s start with she call mi yesterday afternoon tink after she call my bendan…
den as I dun reali noe who call mi so I ask who’s tat mar…
guess wat she say…?
she say yr mummy la…
I was like huh y my mum will like of alll sudden call mi
need money is it...
but in the end she say auntie la…
dunno wat she say next abt daughter this kind of thing…
isn’t it berry sweet?
I was like wow…
hee but forget to tell my bendan..hee…
he sure will be berry happy for mi rite…
I mean happy with mi la…wahaha…
cool isn't it..
i was so touch and happy lo...
could any1 understand my feeling hee
Tml still gonna work kinda berry sianz lor
coz reali nothing to do liao lor
I clear everything yesterday liao lor…
today left invoicing nia…
I scare if I do finish den tml I die liao lor…
nothing to do den sure will fall aslp liao lor…nvm…
download games maybe even songs…
I dun care liao..hee…
I now reali nothing to do lor been yawning since juz now lor eyes already so small le now even more worse lor keep crying man…
Help!!
Eyes getting smaller and smaller lor…
20th Feb will be my last day over at Siam Express...
everything here isn't tat bad
but Pay kinda less and no incentive no everything
I do feel bad for leaving my Si fu
i dunno lea
but they give the feeling since the day i confirm resign is bad lor
like yesterday,
the cheque book they normally kept in the cupboard
for mi to issue cheque de
in the end
i realise it's not there anymore liao lor..
anyway i dun care much liao lor...
at least i see their true color..
tat reali disappointed like everything was juz fake...
wat funny is i'm going to start my the other job on 21st feb
rite after my last day lor
hee
cannot even rest
but at least gonna have pay through out lo...
hee...
at least this time will get even higher pay liao leh
wahaha
hopefully i can manage to save up liao

2008-01-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

Countdown 9 more days to see my bendan liao...
been missing him so much
already pass 6 day liao
yesterday waited for my bendan to call
i even bring my phone with mi to toilet lor
but he still didn't call
till i already fall aslp den he call
haha
i chat with him till berry blur last nite
of coZ
but i noe wat we talk abt la
i'm reali happy tat he told mi he missing mi alot
i oso lor
been countdowning to 6Feb lor
lucky before u went there i go develop some photo for u
dun worry la
another 9 more days to go though time pass abit too slow for mi la
i noe i can manage it de
yesteraday went shopping at bugis with my cousin
i bought 3 skirts
which i tink yr mummy dun like it
but i like lea
later today going city plaza with lijuan
gonna spend money again
tis month i reali spend alot lor
next month reali gonna save up liao
if not reali eat grass lor
say wanna save money till now not even a cent haiz...
pass few days been berry busy with my work
gonna finish up all my stuff before i pass down my work
my last day working here will be on 20th feb
yesterday i pass my resignation letter to my Exec but was reject from her
asking mi to tink abt it first
i'm noe i'm bad
she been so good to mi yet i juz go off like tat...
i'm reali sorry
but i gonna tink of my future first mar
I juz had my lunch
rite now super doper sleepy
juz gonna doze off liao
wat time will my bendan call again tonight.....

2008-01-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

I had a job offer at Holiday tour yesterday..
with the help of my frenz who work over there
and i went for the interview at Orchard...
i tink many of us got hear holiday tour before ba...
they had a berry good and big background so much beta den my current company Siam Express
wat should i do?
since yesterday morning, i get the news
been tinking the whole morning lor
I noe it's a berry good offer though the pay was like onli 40 buck more onli la
it's not the money i going for anyway..
As wat every1 tell mi,
over at Holiday Tour i will had beta future
or even much more beta den at my current job
But true enough...
many of my frenz had nv hear of my current job but wwhen i told them holiday tours
they will like 'Orr tat 1 ar'
kinda weird rite
both do the same ting
both is tour
but i is doing outbound and inbound
my current job is onli outbound
there's alot i tinking for..
i had to adapt new environment again
frenz who close to mi will noe tat i dun reali like to change job
actually i had decided and make up my mind last nitez
after talking to so many ppl
like my boy and his mummy...
at least alot of ting will be even clearer to mi
haha
my boy mummy even help mi draft a resignation letter lor..
so monday i will like tender it
i juz weak..
i juz scare to face it...
rite now,
i clear of everything liao...

2008-01-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

bendan reach Thailand liao...
it's like finally of the day i receive his msg..
today morning send him off to his base camp there lor
Kinda bu she de
but cannot let him noe if not sure like drag here and there
later his daddy will like nag again
wahaha...
first time dun have bendan by my side reali not use to it lea
i mean first for so long and not in singapore
today time like pass so slow lor
i been waiting and waiting
coz muz wait till nite den can chat with him maybe 3G
i wanna see him
i berry scare
berry worry
berry like i have nothing to describe my feeling lor
countdown 14 days left...haha

2008-01-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

Sobbing!!!
My bendan baobei going Thailand tml morning 5am
ke lian rite...
i mean myself lor..
gonna miss him like crazy man..
not i wanna to be mushy but it's reali true
somemore he going there for 15 days leh till chinese new year den he will be back lor
which mean nobody pei wo go shopping liao
and chinatown too
boring lor...
nobody for mi to nag and shout and scream as
nobody going to hear mi night talk liao
aiyo...
i tink it's be even worse when he in BMT for his out-field
for like 1 week
now 2 weeks liao like going end of the world lor
i berry good rite
nv let him waited like tat lor
not even 2 days or even 1 day ba
see him la....
i'm still tinking wanna go my ah gong there stay 1
but dunno how to tell my bendan and his parents...
like berry bad rite
but i'm feeling extra lea
hopefully bendan can now and den msg mi lor as he buying the sim card over there
hear it's quite cheap lor to buy over there
actually though he go there juz to work onli but at least free flight
somemore can go out shopping leh
though it was saying onli 1 days off la
but at least at nite can go out eat den sure can shop oso mar rite
too bad he can't bring back my favourite 'Da Pian' or even other food lor
onli cuttlefish tis kind of stuff so kinda boring
anyway i dun need much ting
juz tat dog LV bag will do haha not real 1 oso ok la
still good la
still can out of singapore to shop
somemore even much cheaper den in singapore
not like mi
been waiting to go till going white hair liao lor
at least even juz to take the plane la
nvm anyway we planning of going Taiwan tis june
but dunno confirm 1 anot lor
so i juz gonna wait lor
Bendan,
muz reali take good care of yrself kayz
drink more water
remember to put cream ar
eat more tingy ar but dun anyhow eat roadside food ar
and...sob sob sob
remember to call or msg when u free
if not i will like tat time u went for yr outfield ar...
love ya..
muackz

2008-01-21T13:40:00.000+08:00

What a Day to start!!!
Today stupid MRT disruption thingy making mi sweat early in the morning
there's no train service from Tanah Merah to pasir ris
of coz I'm late for work liao lor
when almost 9,
I'm still over at Tampines
on the free shuttle bus which i waited for almost 45 min
and kanna ppl push here and there
and with unorganized MRT staffs
making mi taking their free shuttle bus
from Tampines to Pasir Ris
den from Pasir Ris to Tanah Merah
and the whole journey was like standing
Oh my Goodness 1 lor...
somemore traffics jam lor...
it's like 1hr plus when i reach Tanah Merah
so i was super doper late for work lor
i reach office at around 1015
cool rite
tonight sure got big news lor but i nv see any reporter around lea
if not,
those aunties who scold the staffs there will like rushing toward all the camera there
nagging all the way
But can't blame them lor...
Of all times,the choose the most busy hours
when ppl all rushing to work lor
somemore the management didn't do a good job lor...
still wanna increase the rate when service is like tat...
Can't they do something even better den tis meh

2008-01-19T09:34:00.000+08:00

Happily ever after!!!!

But wat a face lor!!!!

Haha...I juz being wu liao la,coz i'm like all alone in the office coz all late

aiya coz today no Government again today...

dunno wat time they will be in...

Yesterday went meet my bendan's mummy they all,

buy new year clothing

sad enough i can't even found any pair of heel i like for new year

clothing more worse lor

big size clothing reali hard to find,find liao oso berry expensive lor...

but wat to do

anyway i dun mind wahaha i mean being big size...

tis year hopefully i can find dress lor haha

Later meeting my Biao Jie go buy new year stuff help her carry of coz

dunno i will spend any money anot lea

no money liao

tis month spend reali lots lor

going to more den half my pay liao lor

plus i still got half year bonus lea

haiz...next month will spend even more sia...

how...

I haven't even start my saving lor

my 15k in a year

2008-01-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

Been sick for the past few days...
with slight cold cum bad flu cum bad cough...
My bendan last nite kanna my sickness lor...
He was sick last nite,same as mi,cough and flu...
but ask him see doctor he dun wan lucky today morning he's alright if not i sure wun let him go back base de lor...
Tis week i super busy with my work stuff...
have so much work to do till i can onli go back after 7 lor... too bad...
word from my head say if cannot finish stuff muz try to stay at longer lor
but of coz can claim hrs but onli on non-peak months lor which is haha
April or May lor...
Anyway,today i already claim quite alot liao coz gonna go KK hospital for check-up...
Lucky mi dun need waste my AL...
Goody rite...
ACtually tot i dun have to come back office de but in the end i'm back here blogging...
Den now suddenly say i gonna go to pasir ris to give cheque...
ya it's good if i'm going home later but no lor i going meet bendan's mummy and his brother maybe him at Square2 shopping, shop for New Year stuff...
Kinda sianz diao liao lor...
somemore cheque muz reach there by today 7pm...
i dun care gonna go off early 1 lor but how early...
As yesterday i rush finish all my tis week stuff,i today totally nothing to do lor
somemore no moood to do anything lor...
kinda weekend mood liao but tml still gonna work
going meet my cousin help her carry thing
ermz...
i mean accompany her go buy new year stuff lor if not she all alone as her bf at Oversea
for like i tink 6 months so this few months will abit stick to mi lor...
wahaha...
next week my bendan going thailand lo..
*You beta dun go hay wired ar if not wahahaha u gonna get it*
berry fast hor...
lucky for mi,he's onli go there for 2 weeks so b4 Chinese new year eve,
he will be back with mi to go count down ba...

2008-01-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

Bendan baobei...
oh he's reali d good catch man...
evrything of him is so great except for his ego and temper..
other den all tis,he reali berry good..
berry to his gf who is mi la..
he can dun eat good ting or even wear nice nice all becoz of mi
he wanna make mi happy
he juz wanna buy ting tat i like for mi...
haha but when i buy ting for him..
it's going to have earthquake man...
he going to nag at mi the whole entire day
but i dun care...i juz wanna him to feel love juz like mi ...
finally...
It's our 28th months anniversary le...
Berry fast we going stepping to our 3rd years lo...
when going to marry mi ar...
Wahaha...
Now staying together like seldom got romantic time liao lor...
i love staying with u and yr family...Every1 reali treat mi as one of them...
but somehow sometime i'm reali berry tired..
flankly speaking,i dun have to do all those ting 1 lor
but when i see yr mum alone do till so tired,i reali can't bared seeing her like tat
I wonder how u and yr brother can make it lor...
watsoever la...
I noe u being treating mi super doper good
i reali feel love when i'm with u though at time reali cannot stand u lo
1 more week,u going to Thailand,throwing mi all alone in Singapore
i reali going to miss u alot lo...
Promise mi muz every day 3G or even sms mi hor...
I dun mind pay for the hp bill lor...
hopefully tonight u can go off early den we can go celebrate eat goody food
I TREAT HOR...
I reali miss those days when u send mi to and fro from work and home...
I noe when u ORD den going NTU,
u going to have eveb less time for mi
or i should say i'm going to stay home more often liao...
so during tat 2 months holiday
we going to enjoy more k....
HAPPY 28TH MONTHS ANNVERISARY....
muackz...

2008-01-08T15:36:00.000+08:00

This few day been berry busy with my stuffs at work...My workloads been increase ever since my both Account Executive work onli half day in the morning...I can't even finish up my stuffs but with my this pay i dun tink i will work till late 1 lor...i mean i will go home on the dot no matter wat..wahaha...who ask them to give other transport claim but not account stuffs...unfair rite when i dun have ops have den they go home earlier den mi...I cannot take it 1 lor... Yesterday receive a msg from my sis,asking mi to clear my stuff at SK as she changing rooms with her brother as the room is smaller surely can't fit in my stuff liao lor.I dunno wat my mum is doing or perhap i dun wan to noe...as long as she happy this way go ahead lor...i can't do anything but at least i got even better shelter den wat i had at SK... prehap becoz i not reali related over there and i juz can't stand them...I noe every1 have their own ways of living so i can't blame them anyway should reali thank her/them for letting mi realise how xin fu i was....Thank soo soo much... Thank you for letting mi treasure now even more...

2008-01-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

First week of 2008 ending soon..
It's kinda too fast for mi to tink and imagine...
imagine on the berry first day went shopping alone
while bendan having driving lesson and on nowhere he came rite in front of mi
giving mi such a surprise...
On the Sencond day
mi went watch movie with my bendan,finally got to watch Alvin and the chipmunks
On the third day,
went eat pizza with my Prince as my bendan got guard duty
too bad for him lo..
On the fourth day...
home sweet home lo,cannot alway go out de if not berry not nice to see man..
haha..
On the fifth day,
i'm rite here working..
now got to go liao...finishing work liao
bye everyone

2008-01-02T14:58:00.000+08:00

Second day of New Year and i'm rite here working..
nothing special happening lor
working as per normal nothing else
Yesterday went shopping all alone as bendan got to go for his driving lesson
so he throw mi all alone at Tampines Mall
bad rite
I bought super lots of ting sia soend like over 50 bucks
but Guesss wat happen when i about to go back home
Bendan juz dash in front of mi
i was like so shocked when he of no where came out
as wat he say we are both fated to be together tat y we dun need to meet up
we sure will meett up some where
It's reali cool man, i mean i'm reali berry happy and surprise
First time lea...
Actually wanna watch Alvin de but again it's full house lor
hopefully today can get to watch it if not DVD again lor
Got to rush finish my work liao
super lots of thing to do as both my Account Executive from this year onward work onli half day
so it's like i'm the onli one full day lor
die oso no 1 noe
haha

2008-01-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!
2008 liao
i hereby wishing all my friends a successful year ahead
i had a wonderful countdown party last nites
when watch movie with my bendan again haha
at PS super lots ppl and i can't get to watch Alvin so we watch I AM Legend
ermz...not bad la but i still prefer The WarLords.
i spell correct liao ba
wahaha
maybe later today will go and watch the Alvin ba...
we went home ard 7 plus but wait for tat bus for like 1hr plus lor so we reach home around 9
we waited for bendan's parents till 1 den they come home
say hao countdown together but in the end they are at their relative hse
so i count down with my bendan onli lor
Isn't it wonderful!
haha
Oh...HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY BENDAN...
i wishing u and mi happily ever after
more and more loving
less and less quarrel
we have 18 more days to er ren si jie muz treasure ar
if not u going thailand i going to bored to death de lor
promise to call mi whenever u can
phone bill on mi ok [reply 'NO' Please]
wahaha

2007-12-28T15:16:00.000+08:00

I'm eating snake once again

dun like tat la finally i can at least slack abit leh...

been rushing off all my invoice coz it's going be another long weekend after Christmas

It's like going end of the year liao

time flies reali fast and it's like going end of 2007 lo

2008 is coming like another 2 days

wahaha

i got alot of wonderful Christmas presents man

i should say i'm like berry surprise

Thank every1...

Bendan, pls dun tink so much la

u already given mi a berry wonderfull present le mar

W910i rem!

I reali love it no worry

u already spend so much how am i suppose to ask for another present u tink i so greedy meh

or maybe i am?

hee...

hope u like the contact len which cost mi a bomb hor

so much wear it if u feel heart pain for mi...

hee...

berry fast another 20 days u will be flying to thailand liao left mi all alone for 2 weeks haiz

got to go find my Prince for this 2 weeks

if we can meet up la

Yesterday went watch 'The Warloads' with my bendan

not bad lor

but not reali tat fantastic as wat my frenz told mi

still i did enjoy the show...

I like the guy 'Wu Yang' in the show

to mi,he is the hero instead though he's berry funny in the show

haha

Tml is my off day SAturday once again

another long weekend as monday oso half day mar

cool rite

but too many days off kinda lazy to go work

but once at work,i busy like hell lor everything i got to do lor...

anyway at this Coming New Year..

I hereby wishing all my frenz and family

Happy New Year!!!

Enjoy holiday...

and may all my wishes come true the coming year...

2007-12-21T12:10:00.000+08:00

angry!!!

Help...

Rite now i super angry with my colleague

tat stupid 'TauWU'

he and his stupid mouth...

hello...

is the operation side who mis-look the period of the ticket

for wat say is account fault...

I only order according wat given mi,how i noe how much needed...

say till berry easy juz keep 10 in stocks

he work here so long liao

dun he noe child tickets seldom use 1 meh

the ticket will expire in 3 months(if i'm not wrong)

who going to pay for it?

is he?

of coz wun ok u tink he so great meh...

i reali piss off lor...

he got car leh can't he juz go and take it

not as if wan him to pay mar

lazy juz say la dun say not free, dun give all those stupid excuses

he tink he's funny but i tink he make himself like an idiot joker

i dunno i juz dun find his joke funny but stupid

anyway my colleagues all gone case 1 lucky account still normal if not...

who care

i juz do my work and get my pay

i not going to care much

2007-12-18T15:07:00.000+08:00

@-he just dun get it-@
we quarrelled again last sunday. It was the most frastruate day man. The word nearly spilled off my mouth. Perhap this another reason y i kept dun wan to stay over at his hse. It berry different one. I mean the way he treats mi. I sure if i'm not staying with him at least he wun take mi for granted but i'm confident we qill quarelled even more often. So wat reali is in my mind? Sorry bendan...i'm sorry for being so childish,petty and short temper but it isn't wat i wan too.I had change alot, ya is change for the the better but i noe it's not enough.But Do u noe it's berry tiring when i'm been trying hard to change yet u had more thing more mi to change. And till now,u dun even change wat i wan u to change lor. Isn't it unfair? I ask u to change not for the sake of myself onli leh is oso for yr family lor. Dun u tink tat nowadays especially since i go over and stay with u,u seldom tink of mi? Did u tink of mi when u are lazy wanna slack about playing yr games, I get to do everything.I'm human too I too wanna slack wanna be lazy but i can't.
Do u noe i nv been so tired before? It berry pissed off when i' doing work when other all did nothing at all. Now i understand 1 word - u nv noe how hard the thing is until u are into it!
This feww days or even weeks i been anyhow tink lor perhap maybe thank to my colleagues ba. Their bf been sending them to and fro from work even though they got to go work. I didn't expect u do tat everyday but at least when u not working rite or maybe at least pei wo wake up like i alway do when u work earlier den mi or i off day but instead of pei wo, u wake early juz to play games lo.It's not tat i dun like u to play but muz control de mar. I dunno wat u may tink after reading this la but i hope it's for the beta la hee...but no matter wat u alway my bendan beobei. nothing can change this fact..

2007-12-13T12:09:00.000+08:00

the tattotist

went to watch last nitez

hee i got complimentary ticket for 1 onli la so bendan gonna pay

but it's onli like 7 bucks

okay la

the show worth watching lo

not scary but disgusting lo

imagine the skin kanna peel off

wat do you u tink haha...

den imagine kanna tatto till u die

oh my god

@~~@~~@~~@~~@~~

finally auntie,uncle are back from holiday

they went to vietam for holiday,enjoy life rite,throw everything to mi la

see la i got high blood pressure lo

haha

too bad cannot go airport fetch them as their fight is 2pm and i'm rite here working lo

tink tonight will got good food ba

coz last time when they come back from korea oso got mar

i dunno la

all i noe i berry sad coz i still cannot go oversea

when is my turn man

been looking forward and forward

from sept till dec

now gonna wait till next year june liao lor

i noe la it's oso good la

can save up more den can shop more la but i feel like going asap lo

maybe becoz i nv took the plane b4 mar

abit over excited i noe

haha

too bad my bendan cannot go so i gonna pei him

i dun care next year june i muz go..maybe two countries...

hong kong is for sure

and maybe thailand

so gonna save even more

i muz control my hand not to spend so much buy so much thing liao

haha

2007-12-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

it's over
juz over...

i reali cannot stand it anymore
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

last tuesday went over to Bendan's base

their family day...

abit boring la as my bendan kept join his frenz left mi and his parents behind

aiya i already use to it liao lor

haha

something great was tat we gonna the chance to get so close to F16

so cool man

we even got the chance to get inside the plane

but too bad i scare lea dun dare to go in

haha

in the end make my bendan piss off lea

lucky in the end okay liao

if not i sure going to 'fa biao' wahaha

another great ting was we gonna go up to their base tower

the tower to view the whole area plus see plane this and tat like wat we see in the movie

berry cool seldom got tis kind of chance to go 1 lor

too bad cannot take pic

ya 1 more ting

we gonna chance to sit in the fire engine

once in a life time man

it's reali great to go there lor

thank bendan...

another day had pass

my annual juz pass so fast and quick

i still haven't enjoy finish lea

can time move slowly when i'm not working

but faster when it's time to get pay

hee

fat hope rite

2007-12-03T12:22:00.000+08:00

To She....her...
wat reali had happen...could anyone tell mi...
suddenly you juz MIA juz like tat
did i did anything wrong...
or did i say anything wrong?
but i rem..i berry long nv talk to liao leh
is our friendship end juz like tat
i dun wish too...
even wanna end it at least could let mi noe wat had happen
i read yr blog
it's juz make puzzled
it is referring to mi,i dunno,i reali dunno
but it's true tat i msg u,u nv reply mi nor ans my call
i reali dunno wat to say
even it's not referring to mi
y u nv reply my msg or even my call even my email too
i juz sad....juz disapointted
perhap u got problem...u got trouble
y didn't u tink of mi
i willing to lend my ear to u
i'm reali sad
Are we still frenz sia?
could u juz tell mi?
even not face to face
at least email or msg ba...
if u wanna mi to die,at least should let mi noe the reason before i die ba...
i dunno will u read my mail,will u noe i'm trying to let u noe through my blog
i reali dunno about alot of ting
haiz...
watsoever liao....
it's juz so suddenly...
i reali dunno wat to say liao...

2007-11-29T09:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday meet up with my ITE buddies

all still haven't change sia

suddenly so miss school life style sia

We went eat at Clar Jr and met Alan's gf lo

finally he got gf le lor...

Actually as all the next day gonna work or study

so we onli meet up for like 2hr plus onli lor

though it short

but i reali enjoy the times

so surely will organize again

but dunno will come anot lo

********************************************

Of coz my bendan join us last nitez as all noe each other

my bendan wear till berry handsome sia

i was so shock too hee

anyway no matter how my bendan wear

he alway so handsome de lor

reali love him so much sia

Last nitez his mummy gave mi a early christmas gift

A pooh bear mug for mi to bring to work to drink coffee

i where she de sia

haiz

it's reali berry nice

i mean bendan's mummy and oso the mug la

now i gonna headache wat to buy for her liao

*********************************************

this month i oso spend quite alot sia

haiz how to save up like tat

not i wanna spend lor but i gonna yang myself and my bendan too hee

he read this sure dun wanna mi to pay for ting liao

but i willing to pay 1 as i earn more mar

next time is he who gonna pay for everything de lor

fang cang sian liao de yu..

noe wat i'm trying to say mar

2007-11-28T11:18:00.000+08:00

Finally i start to use my new phone last nitez...

kinda piss off with it at the way beginning sia

coz too use to nokia phone liao now gonna get use with sony ericsson phone

somemore the media super hard to use sia...

my bendan's brother reali good with it...

he reali noe how to use it

watever i dun get it,he noe it lor

but okay la

i noe i gonna get use with it soon as i super clever mar

dun vomit ar coz i noe it's true haha

no matter wat

i still love my phone W910i

most importantly is mi and my bendan same phone same design same colour lea...

mi and my bendan now are getting beta and closer and loving too

i reali treasure this relationship so much

i wun allow anyone anybody to destory it

- nothing went wrong between mi and my bendan i juz wanna write nia

wahaha

Bendan baobei...

no matter wat happen in the future

i promise i wun even try to end this wonderful dream in my life

will u promise mi too?

though there's alway up and down between us

though we still quarrel over tiny little stuff

though sometime i reali piss of - of coz not u la

though and though and though

but i noe tis kind of stuff wun come into us rite

2007-11-26T09:41:00.000+08:00

w910i

Saturday went Nee Ann City there to queue at the Singtel fair...

mi and my bendan waited for 3hrs

happily waiting,playing with my bendan when finally it's our turn

but guess wat?

The lady over there tell us tat we can't do any transfer at roadshow,

we muz go singtel shop at taka and blame us for not telling the front desk ppl tat we doing transfer when we already tell and even ask them for it man.

even the ger who help us filling up the form,but watever we ask,she reply us,

'I tink so but ask at the counter'

watever we ask,all ask the counter,didn't expect when it's our turn at counter is we can't do transfer at all...

of coz we get piss off liao la

waited for so long yet can't get any phone,i juz storm toward the hello shop

in the end

the guy was so rude to my bendan making super piss off sia

he juz ans my bendan tat over there we still gonna wait 3 more hrs for tat too

hello,how many donkey hrs they expect mi to wait sia somemore super doper rude

wat kind of customer service is tat sia...

we went back to the roadshow there and ask the lady who ask us to go down

in the end onli i get the phone lo

if not wasted,queue for so long nv get anything at all...

after the whole thing was like 5 plus liao,we still gonna go Sheng Siong buy food for Sunday

we spend almost 70 bucks lo for sunday steamboat..

okay la...tis week i gettting pay liao

wahaha...

On sunday,all of us woke up early to go singtel shop again

my bendan and his bro getting phone too mar

i tot we will be beryy early in the end there's more early bird too

if i'm not wrong there 15 ppl in front of us,ok la at least dun have to wait for another 3 more hrs

haha...

my bendan and his bro too buy W910i

which mean,mi,bendan and his brother all use same phone haha

we were so excited lor

immediately when we reach home we charged our phone which mean we gonna wait till 12mn

let wait lo..

den of coz prepare for steamboat

after the steamboat,busy time liao...coz the whole place so smelly and oily as we eat BBQ steamboat mar...it's nice to eat but will after eating cleaning up berry jialet de..

finally is relax time...

oh forget to mention my bendan's mummy sign up for SCV

cool rite

but tink dun have my favourite taiwan show - luo zhi xiang and xiao gui de

but okay la at least got alot more show to watch lea...

2007-11-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

MEANINGFUL

some1 email tis to mi,i find it touching and...

some words some feeling i dunno how describle lea

juz read it....

What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.

GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...)

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's -

could write something so very eloquent...

and so very appropriate.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,

wider Freeways ,but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment,

more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast,

get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much,

and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.

We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.

We've added years to life not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back,

but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.

We conquered outer space but not inner space.

We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.

We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less.

We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait.

We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever,

but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion,

big men and small character,

steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.

A time when technology can bring this letter to you,

and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones,

because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe,

because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you,

because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones,

but most of all mean it.

A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak!

And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

2007-11-24T09:20:00.000+08:00

@-Enchanted-@

As i was saying in my last BLOG,i went watch movie yesterday with my baobei bendan...

we miss the 710 show den as i dunno wat time my bendan reaching so didn't go buy the ticket first so in the end 900 show already left the front seat mar

instead we catch the 940 show but still left the second front seat beta den nothing lo

who ask mi wanna eat the cheezy hotdog as yesterday it selling at $1 each mar...

lucky it's a berry nice goody show tat it's worth my money

if not sure more complain de lor...

haha

after the show,mi and my bendan kept singing the songs tat played in the show..

the show reali worth to watch

so guys go watch it

i'm sure u guys will love it too...

My weekend

weekend come so fast and steady

it's juz a blink it's Saturday once again

later of coz meeting up my bendan going nee ann city for the singtel roadshow

and gonna go seng siong buy food for tml steamboat as i'm treating all to eat mar hee

if not paiseh mar kept staying at ppl hsse muz at time treat my bendan family eat 1....

tonight i cooking pasta for them to eat too

yummy!

berry long nv cook liao lor

hope i remain my standard but i noe sure berry nice 1

haha

left 1 more hr i going home

somemore feel tat today morning time pass super doper slow lea...

maybe i juz bored or even juz looking forward for tonight pasta and tml steamboat le

haha how to lose my weight like tat!!!

2007-11-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

Finally off work liao but i stay back for awhile to blog

suan pian wait for my bendan lo!!!

he suddenly told mi,he maybe cannot off work so early when i already told his grandma not to cook liao paiseh to call again mar

may as well juz wait for my bendan lo who ask mi wanna watch movie 'Enchanted' and the cheezy hotdog $1 each for today usual price $2 lor so expensive sia..

dunno my bendan wat time finish his work lea

impossible ask mi stay here doing nothing,using net mar...

boring leh...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

mi now still staying over at my bendan hse

ppl will ask:" U wun paiseh de meh"

"wat if u and yr bf blow off"

I noe it well tat mi and my bendan are moving smoothly and well

though at time we kept quarreling..

as for paiseh ting?

of coz i paiseh la somemore is berry paiseh

but do i have the choice?

my mum side,my sis already move all my ting aside

plus my daddy and bendan family dun like i stay with my mum...

actually at first should be staying over at my ah gong hse de but hee

first.. is berry far i mean the journey

second is there no air-con,i too use with air-con liao

third is no water heater

last but not least i can't bared to leave my bendan

(sound crazy but it's true,i fall into too much lo)

but actually everytime i got tink of moving with my ah gong de but hee

my bendan kept brain wash mi to stay

somemore i kept ask my bendan when we getting marry tis and tat de lor

coz i wanna move to my own hse

I juz getting crazy over alot of stuff

haha...

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2007-11-14T11:46:00.000+08:00

finally 3 months probation is up!

and thank to my Executive i get a increment in pay leh..

although it onli 60buck not even a hundred but at least take home pay is like more liao

but she going to leave mi or should i say the company liao

kinda sad to noe tat coz she reali good to mi..

wat to do...

she been so stress over work and her son and wat so ever

i can't simply ask her to stay when my boss ask her to stay she still dun wan

i tink my boss should tink of increasing her pay

too bad i have no rite to help her talk so i juz gonna stay and hope she wun go lo...

if not sure die...

I reali piss off on monday with my tat Gm...

Idiot de leh...

say mi do ting berry kan jong

dun need so kan jong doing stuff and i should find way to solve my own problem..

asss rite...if i dunno how to do,how ting going to work man...

of coz i need some1 to help mi rite

i kan jong becoz i worry abt the transfer call tingy

den kanna say

worry for nothing man

nvm after my course next year i sure going to jump de...

let wait and see...

haha...

finally this coming sat dun need to work liao

i muz plan well for my weekend haha

2007-11-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

stress!!!tired!!!happy!!!

i'm super doper tired and stress over my work...

it's not as if i dun like my job lo...

i like but my work been adding more and more instead of getting lesser..

ya workload getting more and more but good new is my pay kanna increase by next pay..

though i dunno how much but i still berry happy

of coz la...

coz i will get more $$$ to spend and save and too give my daddy...

actually though workload getting more but i feel beta coz at least time will flies faster at work

i juz hope i get more pay if can...can i request for at least 300...

haha!!!fathope man...

Touching

last sunday,i give my daddy 50buck...

i noe it's berry little but i juz come out to work,i noe my daddy will understand de...

i touch when i see my daddy being touch by mi hee...

first time i gave my daddy money leh..

sorry daddy for being naughty and nv listen to u so tis is the least i can do lea...

and i promise i be good ger liao...

so muz dote mi huh...

05/11/2007

yesterday went out with bendan go clarke quay,the central there walk walk...

but nothing to walk anothing to shop 1...

we went eat at billy bomber...

we book the whole restaurant lor...

cool rite!

we richard hor...

no lor..it's actually not even a single customer at all till we step in the resturant lor...

oso good lea...

everything serve berry fast and hot of coz..

the food oso not bad lea...

worth going again..

i asking my bendan go again but at Jurong point 1 coz we got 15buck off but till30 nov

y waste it rite...hee

after eating we went shop for bendan clothing..

he so troublesome de lor...tis dun like tat dun like...

alway stick to the same old design..

BORING...

hee...later he see le sure gonna say mi liao haha..

but ok la...he long long time den shop for he stuff coz everytime is he help mi carry de..

wahaha!!!

he bought a shirt and a belt in the end...

all not he pay lor...

coz he got a richard gf hee...

no la..his mummy pay for the shirt and i pay for the belt...

he muz be berry happy lor...

by den i berry tired AND MY LEGS ARE KILLING MI LIAO coz i wearing high heel leh..

hee...den so lucky his daddy is on the way so come and fetch us home..

guess wat erp increase again..

stupid lor..

tink singapore gettting richard but the ppl staying here are all getting poorer...

reali...

2007-11-03T12:32:00.000+08:00

Everything went well and fine tis whole weeek!!!

though it's kinda quiet coz some of our colleagues have left the company

but beside tat everything went ok ba..

onli abit busy..

nono

i'm berry busy and stress..

haiz...but still ok ar beta den i got nothing to do

slack too much ppl see le oso no good mar

rite?

so sianz been gaining weight instead of losing weight lor...

i reali nv put in effort man

i'm laazy too..

haiz...

but i already set a target for myself by the end of tis month at least 3kg shed of my body

so this weekend onward i'm going to drag bendan follow mi go gym

or even his hse downstair run run oso good..

i reali dun like running but i got to do it if i reali wanna my beauty..

rite...

please encourage mi instead of pouring cold water

please tell mi i can do it

please stop all my craving...

please please please..

currently mi now at work...finally done with all my billing

another week had pass again so soon so fast..

please let my weekend pass as slow as possible but i noe impossible lor...

i'm tired of working

but i cannot dun work coz i'm money face 1

too bad...

2007-10-25T15:26:00.000+08:00

Upset!

super no mood today...

quarrel with my bendan last nitez

first is about he playing game and do ting half way though

second is he scream at mi

super angry lor..

he alway like tat de lor...

got game den will totally ignore mi 1 lor...

tat y i dun reali like him play game so much..

ya i noe he dun like i nag at him but who like...he do ting half way den i kanna say by his parents

especially his ah-ma,super like do ask mi ask him do ting

i'm not maria

i dunno how to phase it but i juz dun like it..

i see auntie do so much ting reali pity her somemore her two sons dun even help up

especially the youngest 1...

oldest 1 will do if call him to do so is beta la

but both alway say tired tis tired tat den auntie and mi not tired meh..

wake up earlier den them reach home later den them too

still gonna do so much stuff especially auntie lor tat y i dun mind doing thing for her

but everytime i see them playing games den both of us doing stuff berry piss off de lor...

i noe my bendan see mi like tat he oso heart pain

but when he see game where got mi 1...

haiz...

morning i wrote him a note asking dun bother to msg or call mi today

i dun feel like talking to him

but too bad before i left home he read the note liao

i still ignore he la till now still give him cold shoulder...

he tml off so i juz ask him so send mi to work la den he reply wat i wan him to do after he send mi to work...den he say he send mi home...

i oso wun wan him to early in the morning to send mi to work de la

all i wan is how he ans mi de mar

he juz dun get it..

ya i noe i too sometime dunno wat he wan

i dunno la...

i juz piss off so everything i not happy...haiz..

should be ok tonitez ba

hopefully!!!

2007-10-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

Monday Blue

Though today is Tuesday but i having my Monday Blue today

ermz...

i juz start work today tis week coz yesterday i off mar so haiz..

early in the morning cannot wake up haha...

last nitez i sleep berry early lor 11pm and i'm already a log due to bad headache i had..

i had it since in the noon at my cousin chalet

perhap didn't slp properly so led to headache and backache lor..

imagine 3 ppl share a queen size bed somemore imagine my size to squeeze in too..

somemore mybendan having flu tat nite so muz let him slp well so i slp side way lor

so led to my turn didn't slp well lor..

i still continue play mahjong the next day morning after my morning swim with my bendan and my cousin lor..she is sooo cute!!!

it's her birthday mar so it's like a family chalet lor...

too bad i forgot to bring my camera to take pic of hers and my family too...

went home after dinner last nitez

Finally

today super doper busy...

first reach office have a great shock

office change so much sia...now can see the other side liao

den my table super doper messy

so early in the morning reach office gonna do exercise packing up my stuff on my table

lucky all my pooh bear still around if not i going to kill ppl liao lor..

Thank Lily, my OP Excutive..

oh it's her last week tis week and she bought mi a pooh bear photo ablum..

HAHA..cannot blog so much so long liao

kanna see by my another account staff

sianz lor...haha

2007-10-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday once again*v*

Another 15min,i'm going off liao gonna go post office so can go off early...

too bad bendan today got guard duty again

so i'm home alone again with his mummy and brother

actually his guard is on Monday but he change with his frenz becoz of mi

becoz i'm off..

Swissotel Merchant Court

Last nitez had farewell dinner for my colleagues who leaving end of this month...

we had dinner at Swissotel merchant Court...

Sound cool rite...

The price is cool too...

we had special rate at $33.90 net per pax if not is $33+++...

noe the price rite...

anyway not i pay so i dun reali care much...

wahahaha

Sorry to say the food is so-so onli lor...

for mi la...

the crabbie which i looking forward disappointed mi...

the crabbie are so not fresh

the durian is toooooo sweet

the chocolate foudue,no strawberries...the rest fruit so not fresh...

i tink the best id onli the finger-food ba

oh ya...the japanese red sotong taste super good

perhap onli tis ba..

Site inpection?

after the meal we went up to the hotel superior room

the room is small but quite cozy la

but if it's for mi to stay,i may not like to stay in tat kind of room...

their pool,spa and gym are all close for renovation

they are renovating so i hope will get beta...

while walking at the lobby i tink of the hotel show i watch with my bendan

if i'm not wrong, the title should be 1408

and if i'm not wrong,i did mention in my blog b4 haha but i forgot liao

oh suddenly feel so scary if i'm going to walk alone at the lobby myself...haha

After the dinner home sweet home liao lor...

Thank to taufik for the free ride if not i dunnoe wat time i will reach home...

Happy Birthday to Gwen!!!

oh Gwen is my youngest cousin,she celebrating her 1year old brithday tis coming 26th

tml is her chalet time!!

of coz i'm going over...and of coz mahjong too haha...

if can will update the pic la...

bye

i'm going off le...

2007-10-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

Now it like all most 3pm le...
From morning till lunch break,i'm helping Laytin to do other thing
rite now she not in the office,i have nothing else to do coz all the rest gonna wait till she sign finish den i will be busy lor...
So i oso dunno wat i should do now...
I still have 2 and a half hour to go man...
how time goes like that...
I oso nothing to blog too...haizyo...die liao la...
i'm going to fall aslp liao....
Can i?
Or maybe i should go change my blog skin...
should i?
Let wait and see kayz...

2007-10-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

I juz pro!!!

I'm done with all my work at work...Rite now,I'm doing my next month work...

wahaha...isn't i'm great...

Actually is no,coz i'm making myself busy if not later nothing to do den will lead to sleepy...

like yesterday,i fall aslp haha when i'm in toilet...

but i'm reali berry tired...

Even today,i done with my work coz i gonna wait for my Executive to sign off all ting before i send out..so rite now,when my GM not in the office so i come here blogging...

i juz eaten my lunch so rite now berry full..

i tabao from home,last nitez chicken rice,berry nice leh...

prehap i should change my mind eating white chicken rice liao...

oh,but i tink onli my bendan's grandma cook nice onli leh...outside white chicken rice got a smell,

which i dun like,when i eat will wanna vomit but tis time wun leh..

hee..

still got another 3 and a half hr to go...

i'm bored lea and berry full...

i cannot ask for time to go fast coz it's already going berry fast liao...

haha

2007-10-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

__Yummy__

Satuarday morning meet up my auntie and Biao Jie go play mahjong...

aiyo though we onli play 5cent-10cent but still it's fun...

cannot bet too much later my Ah Gong nagged again

somemore my auntie still a beginner but she mostly will win 1...

I win too today...

Onli my Biao jie lose 15bucks den she dun wan to play liao haha..

My ah ma so call spoilt my day...aiya from young, my ah ma and ah gong alway stand by my bro

wat they say-elder should give way to younger 1..

should dote younger 1..

Hello!!!

when did i dun treat him well?

When he in need of money no matter how tight i am i still will find my way to help him..

When he wanna open chalet,he dun have enough money,i fork out and pay for him..

somemore it's at the last week of the money and first week of the money,

making myself so tight,and i onli have enough for my transport onli

i dun even mind coz he is my bro...

Now everybody saying mi dun treat him well,wat onli 1 brother should treat him well..

when did i dun treat him well...

cannot everything give in to him de mar...

Hello!!! i'm elder sister not younger leh...he should at least respect mi OK...

I already keep my mouth shut when he rude to mi,nv respect mi in front of my frenz le leh

Now still say mi..

every1 say mi...

i juz hate to be the eldest...

watever it's over i dun wish to tink over it again juz wish my grandparents dun bring it up again

PLEASE!!!!!

Bottle tree Village

meet bendan and his mummy and bro at AMK hub coz his mummy nv go there before...

i left grandparents there 4plus 5

but i gonna wait for them till 6 plus...tired sia...been walking here and there lor...

wat to do...

bendan's mummy birthday cannot blame..

haha...

of coz when they reach,i bring them go buy the vegcrisp...

it's so delicious man...muz go and try...

after tat we went in the NTUC walk walk...

in the end all we buy all beer haha for BEndan's daddy 1 lor...

of coz breezer for mi and my bendan...

after AMK we went yishun meet up Bendan's daddy to drive us to Bottle Tree Village..

den we meet up bendan's auntie and cousins...

the food there was nice but i didn't eat much haha...coz it's kinda oily i dun reali like it...

after tat we went to the near-by coffee shop there chit chat till like 11plus..

den we went to loyang there pray pray.

HomeSweetHome

den finally homesweethome...

after doing all the stuff,it's like 2plus den we celebrate auntie birthday give her surpise

coz we off all the light pretend we sleeping liao haha..

my bendan bought a mint chocolate cake..

den haha we went inside uncle auntie room to drink and play card till like 5 plus...

i'm tired liao...

*-Sunday morning-*

early in the morning,i accompany bendan go find tailor to saw his rank up...

stupid shop so slow and rude...we wun go there ever agian..

tat china lady told us she will finish in half an hr in the end almost 2 hr den finish somemore sew wrongly...when we waited inside for them she shouted at us saying if we stand there she can't concentrate den wun sew nice so we went outside in the end still do wrongly mar...

if not my bendan dun like,i sure going to say her liao lor...

i tink sooner or later sure close down liao lor,the shop so messy,anyhow throw the clothes on the floor,so rude...somemore nv do finish ppl clothing lor...

got 1 guy came to collect his clothes but haven't done de lor...i can understand his feeling...

i overhear he left it there for almost 2week liao lor...

today den is auntie birthday...

so we went over auntie side grandparents hse...we call cab to go over there coz got 5 pax mar

Londan cab leh but quite torn down de

abit disappointed leh...first time experience like tat...haha

when we reach there,they wanna play mahjong as short of 1 leg so i join in the game lor

play mahjong again... but tis time all pro sia...

lucky i win hee...

before we go home gonna call cab again ,from 9pm,we call till 10pm den got cab-Mvp

the driver drive berry reckless lor,i feel so giddy so gonna sleep but even kanna woke up at turn when he dun even brake when turning lor...

hear from bendan,he nearly bump onto a motorbike lor...

lucky we reach home safety...

when reach home,after bathing all, gonna help auntie iron clothes if not the next day sure alot 1

so after my bath,i take over auntie den she go bath lor..

i iron till 1230 den went inside the room,pack my bag den at 1am i fallen aslp le...

2007-10-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

^v^Donut Factory^v^

Yesterday went out with my cousin..

actually is accompany her go buy new clothing for her new job...

being a U student is so great lor..seeing her not happy with her boss den resign

den can find a new job so fast...so envy her...

We went shopping at Marina Square den went over Suntec City

Of coz for the Donuts...

Haha...

I rem my cousin told mi she dun reali like to eat but she too keen to go over to buy the donut lor

anyway can't blame her..

coz it's mi who kept wanting go over and buy...

luckily the queue wasn't tat long we onli queue less half an hour...

bendan's mummy wanna buy for her colleagues to eat so ask mi to help her buy

in the end i gonna carry 3 and a half dozen home...

i dun like the feeling ppl gave mi lor...

like i'm a weirdo buying so many Donuts for wat sia...haha

but tis time dun have my favourite

Double Chocolate Donut..

super doper sad lor...

i wanna go queue again i dun care...

@--Home Alone--@

today Bendan having guard-duty,cannot go home...from 8am-8am

tat mean till tml morning lor,i oso dunno he can call mi anot lea...

kinda miss him lor...

though everyday can see him but i still will miss him almost everyday lor...

mushy rite?

but it's true lor...

Bendan,yesterday was our 25th months together though didn't celebrate

but i still happy hee...

so happy tat u love the OP short i bought for u though it's not expensive

it's the thought tat count rite...

but where my present???????????????????????

hee...no la...got money muz save up for Hong Kong and Thailand trip mar...

Tahan for a few months lor den can enjoy liao...

ok...

2007-10-11T17:13:00.001+08:00

working as usual...eating snake as usual...

juz can't wait to finish work

meeting my cousin after work

going marina square shopping but i can't buy any so sad lor...

i so scare later i will temp to buy how ar...

muz control coz i can onli buy present for my bendan...

oh...It's our 25 months anniversary...

-Happy 25th months my Dear!!!-

I love u!!!

muackz...

we didn't celebrate maybe becoz everyday is our anniverary..

rite my Dear...

Time passes berry fast..

to tink last month we juz celebrate our 2 year anniversary noe already another 1...

aiyo...

but i juz love it...i dunno why...

i finishing my work soon-in abt 5 min time..

wahaha...

another working had pass....

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-10-08T11:08:00.000+08:00

^v^Excited^v^

Yesterday went out with bendan and his parents.Kinda weird coz Aaron didn't didn't join us as he need to study hard for his coming examination which is starting from today...Good Luck boy!

Dun forget our promise-if u get 65 and above for all yr subject i buy u a sporting shoe..

I promise!!!

We actually wanna go Geylang first but due to berry heavy rain,our plan gonna change..So we went to ChinaTown OG there to walk walk...

mi and my bendan buy chocolate there again haha..

and too buy my bendan's daddy a shoe for his birthday gift...

after shopping at OG till like 3 plus 4 so we moved forward to Geylang there to shop again...

There's a berry big crowd lor...almost like when Chinese New Year at Chinatown...

at least at geylang here we still can walk and walk not like chinatown gonna squeeze and squeeze...

I bought 2 blouses there...So like enjoy and happy...

i juz love shopping...

!!!Makan Times!!!

Yesterday nite, i treated bendan and his family to eat SEEfood at his house downstair tat coffeeshop..

We ordered baby kailan,sparerib,curry fish head,hotplate beancurd,yamring and crabbie...

total spending 108.80...

The food was so nice and i love it and i hope all will love it too...

Bendan kept asking i got heart pain anot....

No my Dear...

Hello my Dear,if i reali heart pain i wun say i wanna treat liao mar...

Though some part i quite not happy in some detail but overall i reali wun heart pain la...

Somemore if i nv treated yr family i will paiseh staying over at yr hse de lor..

Yr parents treat mi so good and well

i should treat mi double back de mar...

Rite?

haha...which now till my pay day,u gonna yang wo liao lor..

if not i gonna eat air and grass liao...hee

too bad i didn't reali enjoy as much as i wan to...coz i haing a berry bad headache

as Aaron's frenz join us for dinner coz they studying for their examination...

my bendan too be their teacher of the day so i alone sitting in the living room sleeping and watching tv at the same times...

till like 1130 den Aaron's frenz went home den i went inside the room to sleep...

Sorry every1 tat i spoilt the mood of the day...

I dun wish to de...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-10-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday once again!!!

Oh today is my 2nd month over working @Siam express as a account admin assistant...

everything goes berry welll...

*-*Sad*-*

No matter is colleagues or work...everything is berrygood better den i expect..

but too bad by tis end of the month some of my close colleagues are leaving...kinda sad lor..

Of coz if they gonna have a beta future out there

y stop them rite...

Once again muz adapt new group of colleagues...and of coz muz find a new toilet kaki liao...

wat to do?

^0^Frustrated^0^

today morning,i met my bendan Er gu at the staircase...nono not met is heard..

wonder y rite..

Story begin early in the morning.......

I disturb my bendan and woke him up after my breakfast when i'm still lazy to go prepare to work...maybe our voice went higher woke his brother up..

haha..den he angrily woke up and brush his teeth and went downstair with his ah ma...

Please lor...

Schooling time no matter how hard we wanna wake him up

he cannot wake up..

but today mi and my bendan onli talking for like 10min plus,he say we berry noisy...

sometime reali dunno how to say him lor...

no matter how hard we try to talk to him,he still wun listen,still so stubborn...

indeed he change alot...i'm not going to say anything abt him first...i wanna continue my story..

so as usual i left home at 730am..

i still busy walking and packing my bag suddenly i hear some1 shouting crazy woman..

is bendan's er gu voice lor..i berry confirm...

i reali wanna say her but in order not to make bendan's dad struck in the middle,

i keep my mouth shut for like dunnoe how many donkey months

yet she kept saying mi...

i dunno how long i can "REN" her..but lucky for mi rite now she nv come to bendan house liao

if not,long time ago i may already say her liao lor..

now she say mi again...can't she be more "guan ming zen da"...

muz she alway behind ppl back saying ppl..as wat my bendan say,she making mi say her so tat she got some ting mroe to say mi but i reali reali cannot stand her liao lor...

like tis morning,i dun even saw her how can i say yet she shout crazy woman...

sorry bendan...i can only say her here so let mi ba...

she reali should go stay at mental hospital lor coz she juz crazy saying ppl crazy...

a word saying say ppl say herself...now i understand liao lor...

i juz hate it...sorry...

there more worse ting i wanna say abt her but...i believe in 'bao ying' so beta not...

haha...

nvm everything over liao...Rem i got mention in blog i wanna change myself...

so it's oso good like tat...i can train myself to be a beta person...

THANK ER GU HOR...

*v*Yeah*v*

Another 2 and 1/2 hr more to finish up my stuff and can see my bendan liao...

den we went shopping...

I'm not going to worry abt how much i spend today...wait for tml to worry tat...

i need to relieve stress so shopping is a good choice...moreover,money earn is for mi to pamper myself,y should i stop myself doing so...

sorry bendan..u can't stop mi...

wahaha

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-10-01T10:28:00.000+08:00

The 50th blog

oh...juz to realise tis my 50th blog...

wat the big deal rite!!i juz love it..hee!!

oh...rem i mention abt going SENTOSA last Saturday...

It's was an unforgettable day..

Everything was so great and fun...

We had pinic at the Silso beach,thankx to Tasha who cook lunch for us

making very1 berry full...

YUMMY!!!

Donut from Donut factoryand too special thank to my bendan who help suzie buy donut from donut for us to though it already melt but it's still yummy...Thank suzie...

bendan alone suntanning...After eating full full,we went swimming in the salt water...which i actuallty dun reali wanna go in..but all thank to all of them,splash water on mi,in the end still struck in the water till bu she de come out from the water...haha...

before going in the 4D Magix Kissing time...After tat,of coz playing time!!!We went to the 4D Magix first...though mi and my bendan took before but it's still fun especially the crabbie tingy...Go try it u will noe wat i mean lor...Den of coz the new ride Cineblast..It's fun but i dun it's worth the money though onli my bendan need to pay,though got discount,but after discount still need to pay 12.80,before discount was like 16 buck...isn't it berry ex...Though it the same price as 4D Magix but I tink i dun tink it worth to pay the same amount somemore it's onli like less dan like 10 min or so lor...After tat,is skyride and luge time!!!At first, i took the skyride,i was so scare lor didn't even dare to take pic coz scare later drop somemore my bendan dun let mi take too...sad lor..hee but still i ask my bendan let mi take 1 pic at first he still nag and nag but after i argue back he finally let liao ...den of coz the luge...tis the most fun ting of the day...we even took twice..but too bad we got to buy the combo-skyride plus luge, den we cam take the luge if not cannot juz take luge like not berry good lea..since they got skyride itself,y not luge itself lea...haha watever la...The day end berry fast,soon the sky get dark liao and it time for us to go Songs of the Sea... It was so nice and fun lor...hey guys can watch it...i'm sure u guys will love it man...by the end of the day,all of us was so tired tat we didn't had our dinner as plan at MAc ...all drink water till full le lor...haha...I'm sure all of us enjoy ourselves and more outing will be coming lor...

after songs of the sea**meizhena nd mi..

2007-09-29T09:17:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday!!

Finally it's time liao...The time,mi and my colleagues all waiting for..

No good cannot call them colleagues,we frenz liao lor..haha

no la..

today we all ger at work went for 'site inspection'...haha..no la..it's actually we go play play but becoz my manager can help us get complimentary tickets

but muz say we go for site inspection..

everything tat free will good mar...if not,without complimentary tickets,it's will be a bomb man..

of coz with my bendan along la...if not later he jealous i go sentosa see boy boy...haha

too bad for him he gonna pay his tickets...sorry bendan...

but got discount mar..so it's still okay rite..

at least u can look over mi,wun jealous mar...but hor...u wun have to worry abt mi de mar...

though i'm cute and watever but my heart will not go on de.. i mean to other guys mar...

so dun worry...today juz go enjoy ourselves...

Oh...i forgot to mention where we going liao...we going SENTOSA...

*Expensive*

but hee...of coz for us not tat expensive la...

but ke lian my bendan lor...

he wun mind de hor...he love mi so much of coz he wanna stay with mi mar...

wait for my next update...hopefully can put up de photo we take..

I can't wait to finish my work..

i can't wait to take the skyride and luge..

I can't wait to take the 4D magicx and Cineblast...

i can't wait for the Songs of the Sea

and of coz the pinic and salt water man...

3hrs from now...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

*Shopping Times*

Saturday after work meet my bendan go Marina Square walk walk,eat eat...

We went to eat at my favourite place...

Sakae Sushi!!!

Yeah...It's berry expensive but lucky i got VIP card and den they send mi a birthday voucher..

so we juz pay like $9 plus onli...good rite..

After eating we went shopping,actually it suppose to be window shopping coz we already over our spending budget

but in the end i went in a shop den bought a blouse which cost mi $45.90

but i like berry much..

*ATTITUDE*

Plus size fashion

Oh i bought my blouse over tis shop...

The sale in charge,i dunno whether she is the boss or wat,

but she reali welcome mi and my bendan..

I try alot of her blouses and even a pant,hee try till i paiseh liao lor

in the end i onli bought 1 blouse yet she still smile and chat around with mi..

I feel berry welcome..

I love the shop too..

I have another new place to shop at least got my size...

Hey pluz size frenz,

now dun have to worry abt no nice clothes to wear liao...try out tis shop..

It's onli set up 3 week ago so not much choices but the ladies over there told mi there's more design coming out...

So check it out !

*Shy*

I join my bendan to his sec frenz birthday chalet..

abit shy la so didn't reali hang around much somemore onli 1 ger the rest all guys so didn't reali talk much with the guys except for the ger whose bf i noe..

It's a small small world..

Of coz the birthday ger not onli i invite her sec frenz but all her frenz

so it's like a berry big bunch man...

Kind of 'xian mu' her

coz tis year i dun reali celebrate my birthday hee

onli invited a few,mostly all my bendan frenz...since we celebrate on his birthday,

which is 1 day later den mi..

but i'm content liao coz i finally get to celebrate with my daddy,xiao gu all..

of coz my bendan la...

if not later she jealous again saying i nv put his name...

no la..

i reali had a wonderful times..

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

I moved to my new desk yesterday le..now more inside the office le at least i'm not see door ger anymore liao...but 1 ting not so great,which is i'm sitting rite in front of my GM room so i can't reali do other ting other den work haha...

but i still will find my way if not i'm going to bored to death man...

Once again it's Saturday...It's weekend again,which it's passsing soon..Isn't time pass too fast...

somehow it's wil be great since i'm waiting for my pay-day...

it's another joyful of the month other den 11 of every months...

*Happily*

I'm now trying to improve my attitude in life..I have been berry attitude problem ger even till now,i'm changing,reali i'm changing...for the sake of my bendan too...

I dun like ppl cutting my queue or juz dash in front of mi and juz bumb into mi walking away with saying sorry.I dun like when talking to ppl,tat ppl nv bother mi.

i dun like er...ppl talking abt mi or staring at mi even outsider.

I juz dun like...i'm not crazy...maybe i should change or should all pl change for the sake of mi...

*wahaha...*

I dunno wat i'm tinking or saying...

Maybe i had grown up..

or maybe i juz dun wish to be like last time...

maybe i juz wanna change..

I'm great and wonderful...and i noe i dun have to change myself but i'm not 'man ju',

i dunno y...

Or maybe i'm juz tired tat y i anyhow tink...

but i'm okay,I'm reali okay...

coz i'm feeling great...

I have everything in life...

I have my bendan,his love and everything...I even have his family care and concern and even love..

I have my family,who reali care about mi...even my Xiao Gu

I have my job too...wonderful isn't it...I can buy watever i wan...wat i'm tinking man..

*I'm great...*

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

It's Friday liao...another week is ending soon liao...

i'm changing my place in my office liao but dunno when,

but if change i cannot update my blog so often liao.

Anyway i didn't write much often liao coz my new GM alway hang around outside lor,

somemore the main door now no more sound liao so i dunno whether got ppl come in stand behind mi anot lor.

Tis few days at work reali busy sia been going off work after 530,yesterday even 6 den leave office But i still ok with all the work as i prefer myself busy den hanging around nothing to do lor.

I juz love my work so far lor,i'm starting to get around with my colleagues.

Next Saturday going to Sentosa coz we got free tickets to song of the sea,

but of coz the rest we got to pay ourselves lor.

Yesterday,i saw him,Duan Dian,my prince wil noe who...

but i'm not tat sure as i onli had a glance,and next station i change my standing place,

coz i juz dun wan to see him if tat is him...

of coz i told my bendan even though i noe he sure jealous but beta den i keep the secret,

i feel so weird without telling him..

Dear,it's already past liao i dun wish u keep clinging on it though u nv show out la but i juz dun like it,if u going to be like tat next time i dun wan to tell u anything liao huh...

i juz wanna be honest not wan u to be jealous or anything my Dear..

By now u should noe my feeling and who i love rite,

sound mushy but it's true.

I already forget everything tat past liao

even about my idiot mum tingy which u ask mi to do so..

so u should oso rite...

Dear...

u are my love,and onli 1...rem..

we still wanna build up our family hee...

i change so much for u,u can see it rite...so u beta change yrself too..if not i run aaway den u noe.

yr temper especially...and of coz yr laziness huh..

No matter wat...

...i love u...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah...been updating my blog and seeing my blog den i realise i onli have so few link sia...too bad most of my frenz dun have blog or they dun blog here but onli at friendster there so haha...
Currently mi now eating snake typing my blog lor...hopefully my GM wun saw as he now having meeting inside the meeting room and it's juz behind mi lor..See how daring i am..wahaha...Today we have our new GM here,he's from jap i tink,he look so fierce sia...He called everyone,one by one to his room to chat,i mean noe more us lo so haha i'm the first 1 in there as i'm new here lo...still ok but nervous ,he can see from my face too but he say it's normal as i'm still new but he hope i can have more confident in myself and my work...
Yesterday,we went had a farewell seafood dinner for our old GM...It's so so delicous but expensive too lucky it's not for us to pay if not i sure got a big hole in my pocket sia...wahaha...i dun mind going there to eat again but not i pay la of coz if not i wun go there eat de for sure sia...I love the lobster salad most sia,the butter prawn and crabbie it's still okay la,maybe after my bendan parents bring mi go eat black pepper crabbie tat time,i'm hook...so last nitez is chilli crabbies so i onli eat 1 haha...i still prefer my Xiao gu cook 1,is the best of the best man... today i dun wan to go anywhere liao coz i wanna go home watch tv haha best show sia the 9pm show so for the next few week i will be hm by 9,nono is 8 coz i need to bath sia...so tuesday no swimming liao for mi...hee...can slack first..haha

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-17T09:50:00.000+08:00

It's Monday once again...

Weekend alway pass so fast,I dun even have the chance to enjoy myself yet...kinda sad hor haha..

yeah i change my blogskin all by meself,i mean the setting all,i still got copy and paste de la..but how i wish i can do better man coz i still dunno how to put space while blogging..dunno u all noe wat i mean mar but those who noe,kindly tell mi lea so i can do better..thank wor...haha...

how can i organise my time better..i alway not enough time leh alway been so tired i oso dunno y...so good my auntie,all went genting but i cannot go becoz of work sia...haiz...tis weeekend gonna go grandparent there but i scare how...haiz... somemore my bendan on guard duty so dunno wanna go out with his parents onli or i go grandparent there...haiz...

hao la..gonna work liao if not kanna caught jiu bu hao la....

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-15T10:33:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday once again...Another week had pass again..I been working almost everyday expect Sunday,i feel tired liao not juz becoz on work stuff..aiya i also dunnoe wat is going on..I feel so piss over some stuff which i also dunno wat is all abt.. Suddenly i feel like going back to the past when i had no trouble...I miss the time when i'm still a kid,a chuddy little small ger who alway fight and made trouble with her little brother,alway get punished and caned together,even got to slap each other when we disturb my uncle sweet dream..but i reali it soooooooo much though when young i kept complaining in my diary...Times flies..I'm old liao,another few more year ahead i will be marry,have kid,have grand children and die...Can't time goes back or goes slower...i reali miss my daddy who alway dote mi and my brother,alway bought us to the amk mac,i rem tat time i alway eat their MacChicken and even the Mac dunno wat wing which now dun have liao onli the new MacWing nia... My daddy still dote us but there's oso an extra 1 for him too.....everything change...I reali regret to leave my daddy five years ago,to go join my idiot,ass-hole mum who didn't even bother to care about her daughter who even try to sell her away when she's young...how can i break my daddy's heart and come stay with my tat mum..i oso dunno why...but in fact at the first beginning i had no intend to join her till my cousin from her drag mi over de...kind of regret coz i give her a chance to use to cheat on my daddy money...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH......
WAT AM I DOING?sunddenly feel so lost,feel so useless...nothing happen to mi but i dunno y...pls dun ask mi why or wat happen coz i dun even noe it myself...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

Meeting my bendan again so happy can kept go out with him coz nowadays berry hard to go out together hee...we had our dinner at KFC coz i saw the Hotwings,it's yummyious...muz try it man..espeically for the limespicy somthing 1,it's so spicy but i like it man..my bendan prefer the bbq 1 haha..my prince SURE WILL GO TRY DE...after dinner we went The Cathay at PS there to watch movie '1408' with my bendan.Wonder why we seem everyday meeting each other go out rite,haha it's becoz my bendan off till today so after today after work i gonna home straight liao no shopping too..oh back to my movie show,it's a US movie and finally English horror has improve le coz tis 1408 is a good show and it's worth watching,worth spending the movie to watch..
Oh,tis show is about tis ghost writer who went every hotel to stay for 1 nitez to find for ghosts,without fail,he nv been scare until he got a mail saying abt tis hotel,as usual he went online to find info for tis hotel,and when he called up to book the hotel room 1408 but rejected his booking till....he asked for help from his frenz,finally he get the hotel but stopped by the in charge who kept brainwash him and scare him for not checking but he dun care,dun listen even they wanna give him the detail of wat happen to and at the hotel,but tis made him even wwanna go to tat room and ting start to happen..........................
go watch this show,though it's kanna stupid but it's still not bad, i mean the story-line,watch at cathay coz the ticket price is 50 cent cheaper from other cinema so next time instead of GV,i will go the Cathay watch movie beside it's cheaper but the seats there are beta too,weekend i still will go GV la coz my bendan got safra card...haha...
Finally i start to play my tamgotchi liao,still abit hand and leg join together haha but i reali love it,i rem when young i got 1 but dun rem where i left it liao wahaha it's so fun and cute hee...i dun mind ppl say mi childish coz if they tink like tat mean they are childish too coz they oso young b4 mar...
I can't wait for tml meeting my ite school mates man...enjing,alvin,kaijie,annie... alan cannot join us so sianz....jio liao cannot come but we wun becoz of him dun enjoy ourselves de rite..haha..wait for my update on sat lor...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-12T11:14:00.000+08:00

DONUT FACTORY rocks man...
I love it man...not even donut factory donut...i love every single 1...let mi feel like i'm still young coz when i'm still a kid i alway eat donut till now i'm like humpz...hee...what to do i juz love it so much.yesterday my bendan and i purposely went down to suntec city for the donuts as many of our frenz frenz say the queue there berry short,i mean dun have to queue for so long,coz Raffles city 1 super doper alot ppl and got to queue for 1 and half hr so even more man...Actually i been wanna try donut factory le but dun have the chance but finally i got it..i try missy Donut not bad ar...i love their sugar donut soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice,but summer hse donut,sorry to say,it's so way behind the standard... Hey guys, can go try their raspberry dark choclate and double chocolate,it's super doper nicey lor...ermz...i try their spicy chesse donut...sound weird rite,it's look even more werid to try but still not bad lor like u eating pizza onli...my bendan and i bought a dozen of donuts...still not enough haha...need to share de mar...i promiSE my colleague to give her 1 but i gave her 2,coz it's toooooo nice le wanna her to try mar..aiya she oso taken care of mi,i mean we both pooh bear lover somemore she juz gave mi another collection of poohie mug hee......

I juz love poohie and donut...Rockz it man...

JEANRIN.AKA.YANLING

2007-09-11T14:19:00.001+08:00

Today is mi and my bendan second year anniversary liao...Times reali flies so fast like wat my bendan say,it's seem like we juz get together yesterday,so loving,so romantic...Yesterday we went celebrate together coz today gonna go out with his parents all..He bought mi a tamgotchi which i wanted to buy months ago and finally i got it...i bought him a havanians slippers..haha dunno i spell correctly mar nvm la..i noe can liao...den of coz we went had our dinner together at Fish and Co...Since it's his first time at fish and co so all i order for him to eat...We order seafood platter and fish & chip and of coz the Jungle freeze as it's my favourite all thank to my prince lor...my bendan reali love the food and i'm glad he does if not alway i enjoy the food and he dun...though it's suppose we are celebrating our anniversary yesterday but still gonna rush home i mean his home la...coz gonna pray pray as it's the last nitez of hungry ghost festival...Too bad lor...as tis year we can't reali celebrate much,no chalet no nothing but i'm sure next year sure can de...I promise my Dear...Though yesterday supposely is happy time le lor but thank to a bunch of idiot boy kept looking at us when we take photo...ass rite...can't they care their own bussiness..ass-hole lor...den my boy not happy tat i throw temper haha coz i throw my spoon haha...but lucky we didn't quarrel for too long haha if not reali spoilt the whole day mood even though it's already been spoilt...Tat meal cost us er...65 over buck lor but still okay rite at least we enjoy the food...Can't wait to go back there again and next time i go back i wanna try their swordfish...hee...after the whole meal,we gonna rush back home to bai bai haiz actually i plan to go watch movie de but nvm can alway watch another time somemore my bendan off day till wed lor so good rite..i oso wan...sob...haha..Today i'm reali berry tired so fallen aslp rite after i bathe finish though i ask my bendan wake mi up 12am sharp haiz but he scare i tooo tired so he didn't wake mi up..sorry dear...i noe u wun mind de rite coz u dote mi and love mi too much tat u dun bare to do so...hee...muackz...

Dear i reali enjoy my time with u and yr family though there's some conflict between mi and yr er gu but i'm glad all of u standing up for mi...I reali feel bad abt it lor...but at time i reali cannot stand her lor..hee...Dear,there's alway up and down between us but now i already staying over at yr hse,we had less quarrel den last time liao and i love it tis way...sorry to occupy yr place...hee...i wanna say the same ting i alway say........though yr daddy say if 1 day we are not together u can't live without mi de but i still can live without mi...but trust mi...1st ting we will nv be apart,secondly mi too oso cannot live without u de..reali...but i'm sure tis day wun come rite...

Jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-10T11:42:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was my brother's chalet,celebrating his chalet..tis bro of mine say he invite 60 over ppl in the end not even 40 lor...but everything goes well and i'm sure he love it and we hope he wun wan to open again haha...his frenz all stil okay la only those who stay over like wat sia..i dun reali like so over there i keep saying him and i noe he dun like it but i'm oso wei ta hao lor..At the last nitez,he was drunk,berry drunk and make all of us worry abt him especially mi lor...didn't reali slp well tat nitez and rush over in the morning to see him lor maybe becoz i dun trust his frenz whose staying over...hello,it's mi and my bendan who help mi pack all the stuff and clear de area for him de lor when he's drunk dun tink he know oso...

my bendan,his bro and i went over my grandparents there lor,play mahjong again...everything goes well and happy when.........the telephone rang and is my stepmum at the other line asking him whether he got bring the chair home fro, the chalet,but he dun..den my xiao gu say take ah gong old chair give her den she wun use it as a excuse to buy new chair,den my ah gong tot my bro took his nv bring back..all ting started becoz of his mouth...den i shouted at him but my bro tot i shout at him den he threw the mahjong made mi more hot liao as he threw it and bounce back hit mmy xiao gu den i scolded him den he juz throw everything hitted mi,i throw back of coz den i started to cry while quarrelling with him the whole family should be shock ba,but i dun care,as at tat time i'm juz a crazy fellow hitting every1 who touch especially my bendan who hug mi dun let mi storm out den my bro push mi and i tink i SMACK him too but i no recall of any too i only saw a spect on the floor and tot is my bendan de...den when my bro wanna hit mi,my bendan push him away den i juz storm out scolding my nosy neighbour who kept looking at us...kaypo sia...my bendan manage to catch up with mi at the lift..i stupid la should go down the stair yet i climb up to take lift lor...sianz...den i juz sit at my void deck there cry and cry,neither i noe my bro was standing all along when i complain so much to my my bendan and ah ma crying so hard...saying how heart pain i was to see my bro like tat...and i'm suppose to be his elder sis not younger,y should i kept give way to him and spoilt him...after awhile,i stand up and saw my bro standing but tink i care i juz walk away,with my tears dropping away lor..den i reach another blk,my bendan ask mi to stay at the playgound there cry finish first...when i walk,i saw my bro there again,but i juz walk away ignoring...but everything start to get okay when he msg mi saying sorry..but he ask mi to change my temper toward my bendan,i reply him saying ya i should change den how abt his,as expected he sure say he already change alot...hello where got...but okay la..i'm reali glad we okay le..and i noe he should who care him most ba...
but no matter wat he still my bro and i love mi too...
oso ke lian my bendan...kanna i beat till his hand so pain sorry my dear..i noe u are for my good but how can u dun let mi go and stay there quarrel with him meh and how can u kept asking mi question when i still bursting with tears huh...aiyo...but still i enjoy myself after the quarrel eating western food and it's so delicous...love u sooooooooooooooo much...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-08T09:20:00.000+08:00

Some1 forward tis to mi and i find berry meanful read it...

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the
world to someone else.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look
beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they
are always there.
Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the
person
who made you cry?
NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of you life. But only friends leave footprints
in your heart. Tell this to everyone special in your life,
even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Whether we realize it or
not,
everyone we know is very special to us. When we look back on our younger
years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people
who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would,
and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.
There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing
that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you
always feel loved and cared about.The most important thing to remember is...
Always appreciate the friends that you have.
A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.
For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted.

Though i dun have much best,trust frenz but at least i still have some to care and share..Like my Bendan,at least he not my frenz,he's my belove,adn of coz my prince though we now dun reali hang out together and of coz my ite tat bunch of jokers...
Thank u soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for coming into my life...

jeanrin.aka.yanling

2007-09-01T12:53:00.000+08:00

ahhhh...five more min and den i can go off le...wahahaha...time goes berry fast so i gotta type my blog fast too,coz now i can type faster le but still slow so muz practise more and more...

I wanna complain man...hee..y i'm not rich,if i'm rich den i can juz buy my SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG concert ticket...can buy for my bendan and mi...den i dun have to tink and tink and tink...Oh...today is Show officicallly selling the tickets at all sistic,didn't expect he so fast come to singapore to held his concert and it on the 1st dec...i reali wanna go and see him in person coz my bendan see him once and shake with with him lor,he juz go to take his signature for mi as a surpise gift for Valentine so he juz go without mi...i still can afford for the tickets for two for the cheap and far seats but i wanna sit closer of coz mar...hee...i feel like buying 128 de,it's not the most expensive de leh..haiz...too bad...maybe i juz give it a miss and go next time ba...

2007-08-31T16:40:00.001+08:00

i'm back again..miss mi mar...i oso dunno who will come read haha..currently now still working lor,it's already 4.43pm and another 45 mins,i'm going hm but coming back again another 14hrs haha...watever i nagged and complain i still like my tis job though i get pay late but i still love pay day...coz yesterday is my payday and is FINALLY..hee..so today mi and my colleages buy back lunch back at Burger King,it's so yummy coz i berrry long no fast food le lor...it's taste so great den rice...my relation with my colleages is oso getting beta and well le...so everything was so great and fun...tis my first full time job and it's so great,so much beta den part time even the pay wor...haha...but 1 ting sianz abt is everyday wake up early in the morning,after breakfast and got to tink of wat i should wear...boring part haven't end man coz got to squeeze on the train and bus almost everyday...

i'm still a ger or should i say woman...and all women get jealous when other ger or women msg their boy or guy...mi especially...last nitez my bendan phone rang so happen he fallen aslp le so i read the msg for him,i not tat kind will purposely go check his phone,as i scare it's his frenz telling him wat time he working the next day or wat so ever...den so happen i read his msg and read a msg from his godsister and wat so ever she say miss him and love him lor...somehow she not his reali sis wat how can she like tat...and no wonder my bendan kept sticking so close with his phone when normally he dun care where he put his phone de lor..maybe is i DOU XIN but which woman wun..tell mi man...so as usual,i dun talk to him,ask him go msg his MEIZ instead of mi...den he start to sweet talk of coz i can't gif in to him first man...haha...i noe he dun dare so haha...I WIN LIAO...hee...as wat his daddy told us,i can live without but he can't live without mi...the fact is we can't live without each other lor...

2007-08-24T13:01:00.000+08:00

It's Friday once again le..now again over at office updating my blog..Oh my goodness,I reali noe how to eat snake wor..haha..not i wan de but if i do my work so fast den later on the week i reali get nothing to do isn't it more worse lor so even hr or so i will stop myself for awhile or even play some games...I even do my work so slow tat i cannot take it,i even wanna sleep lor...tis few days i bring food from home to eat...save money lor coz i reali no money le...who ask mi 1 whole month nv work somemore my bendan and my birthday month so spend a bomb le..my bendan too spend a bomb on his PSP which his cousin bought for him but he gonna spend 160 plus to buy UMD card and memory card and even casing...of coz he noe money le...nvm 4 more days,i gonna get my pay le..First pay i'm not going to9 save hee coz i wanna go enjoy myself...i gonna bring my bendan to Pizza Hut and Sakae Sushi eat and celebrate our 2 year anniversary...so happy...but somehow sad coz maybe cannot have chalet like last year at Sentosa,maybe tis year juz celebrate at hm coz...i gonna work...feel like taking MC haha..but cannot la if not where got money...coz I WAN MONEY...MONEY MONEY MONEY COME COME...tml still gonna come back office,of coz working la,the next 2 months still the same sat muz come back work..but it's okay..time flies berry fast de,coz now it already 3weeks i working in tis new company,new place and work with new frenz..They treat mi oso not bad...i reali like tis job...

Next week wanna goo stay with my ah gong ah ma le..been staying with bendan almost 2 months,alot of ting happen at his hse lo..somehow feel like i shouldn't stay there for so long not even say forever la..i noe my bendan and his family wun mind mi staying but i oso dunno how to say..maybe i getting tired le...